Can I trust my own memory
It is a different version than yours
And what if it really did happen
How could you not show remorse
How could you do all that
For what end, what for
You betrayed a deep trust
I'll never be like before
You broke something in my head
But I can't blame you, I know
You were being hurt as well
And all this was ages ago
I should be over this
It really wasn't that big a deal
What if my mind made it up
If I knew maybe I could heal
But all this was ages ago
And nobody really cares or believes
It's not that important
I brush it away like autumn leaves
Why
Why does it still hurt then
Why has it not left my mind
Why am I broken still
Why did I lost trust in humanity
Why
