The Man Between The Pages {Jikook} [completed]

~Panic with a twist~

''Pretend that you don't hide a tiny bit of insanity 

and you will instantly turn into a liar.

Cause if you don't admit it, craziness

will cause you problems. Many of them sometimes.

There's not a worst feeling than trying to hide a panic attack.

The sense that you are weak and the entire world has conspired against you.

You are suffocating but you arent't drowning.

You can't breathe despite having oxygen.

Don't ever forget,

People can be stronger than their anxieties.

 It's like you are teasing the panic with a twist...''.

[warning, trigger content]

''Hi dad. Damn, do you have a sore throat? Your voice is still hoarse and we haven't spoken in a month... You should see a doctor, I think it's deteriorating... I am not writing anything actually, I am just living my life dad...I will try to draw inspiration from my own life... How the hell did you understand that?... Yes, I am seeing someone... His name is Jimin and he is  so beautiful and kind to me ... Oh okay, take care ... I love you too'' Jungkook murmured and ended the call.

Odd. His father wasn't really effusive especially when it came to his son. The words ''I love you'' barely escaped his mouth and this time it was actually him who took initiative and said it first.

It's been a week. The most wonderful seven days of his life. Jimin had the incredible ability of making him smile with the simplest gestures.

On Monday they watched a movie. Jimin brought popcorn and doughnuts while Jungkook had covered his sofas with blankets and pillows. Despite the fact that they were staying in Jungkook's place, the raven haired wanted Jimin to choose the movie. He was expecting a romantic maybe vintage type of film yet Jimin's preferences really caught him off guard.