Alone now

Chapter 4

Three months had passed and Shoto had yet to communicate with anyone other than himself. He's be seen as crazy at this point because the only person he talks to these days is himself really. He hasn't been caring about himself anytime tho.

Ever since his last 'encounter' with Katsuki, he's been imagining him coming around more and more and talking with him. It was as if he was truly there, except he wasn't. Shoto looked a little calmer than he was months ago with this 'Katsuki' around, tho he wasn't stable.

Shoto had actually started to change clothes, tho they weren't like how he would have in the past. He'd wear baggy pants like Katsuki used to do back in the past. Whenever he would wear buttoned up shirts, the top buttons were always undone just as they used to with Katsuki.

Shoto was just doing everything that could remind him of his lover. And with him there popping out every here and there in his life, he was fine. Or he thought he was, because deep down inside, he knew that Katsuki was gone and never coming back.

"Huh. Maybe I should go to the bar again today. What do you think?" Shoto talked to himself the spoke to someone else as if they were there. But he didn't get an answer obviously. His mind was just playing tricks on him and making him think that way. "Yea, Yea. Let's get some of that good shit. You know that....I forgot what it's called of fuck it." Shoto mutters to himself.

Shoto walks down the streets while walking sideways as always. People avoided him as always thinking he may attack them any second. He didn't understand them nor did he pretend that they existed.

Shoto was more pale looking than ever before. He had dark bags under his eyes and his hair was a complete mess. Since the day he had cut out a chunk of it, he never cared or tamed for it. There was more red than there was of the white. And the cutting was so uneven so some would stick out while others would be in knots.

The crime rate had increased drastically after the news. And the villains seemed to be even more happy because they knew he, the number two hero, would be broken. It was up to the other heroes now. The number three hero Deku, has rose to number one since Shoto forgot all about hero stuff. He just had himself, and this nonexistent Katsuki with him.

Shoto walked into the bar and looked around to see where his favorite spot was. He walked there but saw that there as a man next to the seat he'll be sitting next to. "Hey, scoot to the next seat" Shoto tells him.

The man turned around looking drunk af and rose a brow at Shoto. "Haaa?? Why do I have to move? There's one seat and you can sit there." He says clearly not understanding what Shoto was asking this for.

Shoto suddenly went to dark mode and his eyes darkened more than his eye bags ever were. "I said scoot the fuck down." Shoto growls as fire began to spark from his right side.

The man saw this and as drunk as he was, he still didn't want to die. He scrunched his face before scoring away but didn't move his eyes from on Shoto.

The moment the man scoot away, Shoto seemed to have gone to normal. Shoto slumped on his seat and looked at the seat next to him. "Oh gosh I know right? I thought I was gonna have to roast him alive. Well are you gonna get the same thing as me?" Shoto asks imagining that Katsuki was taking a seat. Even if he did see this, Katsuki never responds to him. He merely stared at him while Shotos mind comes up with responses.

"Good choice. Hey, get me two cups of xxxxx" Shoto orders and looks at the man at the front. The drunk guy who just moved away stares at Shoto like he was completely crazy. He let practically no one sit next to him and is talking to midair.

"Oh. Um.... don't you mean one cup?" The guy asks as he slowly gets one cup with the beer he ordered.

Shoto looks at the man like he was stupid. "Are you dumb? I'm not drunk enough to make a simple mistake. I said two, he's getting one too." Shoto said in annoyance and pointed his thumb besides him.