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Grey's Anatomy George x Derek

George's pov

So let's get something straight, I don't love Meredith grey, I thought she was cute at first, then I meant him. Yeah yeah I'm gay, but I can't have him because the man I love won't ever see me, and no it's not Alex, I can't stand him. You see, I love mer's boyfriend, Derek, him and mer have been together for a few months, but it's not like I want Derek to see me, well I mean I do, but I can't hurt Mer like that, she loves him. I just so happen to love the same man as her.

Time skip to present 3rd person pov

Derek walked out of the steaming shower with a towel around the waist, George walked out of his room then ran into a one mcdreamy. Knocking George to the ground and taking the towel off the older man. George was now face to face with none other than the dick of Derek shepherded, Georges face went red, within seconds, Derek pulled the towel up, putting a hand out to help the younger boy up.

" So sorry George" Derek apologizes.

" I-is fine, see you at the hospital." George says leavening the room as soon as possible. Once George made his way to his room he sobbed in his pillow. You may ask why, but it's obvious, he's upset because he knows he's never going to get what he wants or needs, love. George has been planning to transfer to mercy west. He couldn't be in the same hospital let alone the same house. He had an apartment ready to check out,

George was walking down the street ready to cross the road when BAM he was staring to black out, what happened? Well a truck had hit George on his way across the street. The next then he knew was he was walking up in a hospital bed. What was going on, well let's go to George's mind

George's pov

Where the hell am I! Is this the hospital? What happened to me? I think I remember walking across the street th- oh yeah, I almost died.

Just great, all the worst stuff happens to me,I couldn't move. I just knew I could hear what was going on, people were running and crying. Was I hurt that bad?! What if I never get to tell Derek how I feel. I tried to get up but I couldn't move then I heard it. All my friends were screaming and crying. Then I blacked out again. It must have been hours later because I woke up in a room with Lexie and Meredith beside me, once they saw me they yelled for other doctors, I must have had brain damage because the one and only dr. Shepherd walked in.

" ah your akeake, good." He said as if I was another patient, that's kind of hurt. But I pushed past it,

" yeah, but I don't feel so good." I said, I meant it mentally and Physically

" well yeah George you got hit by a bus/truck." Derek started moving closer to my bed, soon he sat beside me.

" I just uhh" I tried speaking but nothing came out, but nonsense. He just wrapped his arm around me and said.

" I'm here, you'll be ok, everyone went home to get some sleep , you know they're worried about you." I just rolled my eyes and laughed." What's that mean?" He asked

"Nothing just you think they care about me, in the beginning maybe but I'm just a roommate to them." I said trying not to cry, it hurt a lot knowing my friends weren't my friends.

" don't say that we all care about you a lot."

" look Derek, you haven't known them as long as I have, they don't care, I'm just someone who lives in their house." I took a breath" and they won't care about me the way I care about everyone in that house out of everyone that lived in that house."

" Is that what you really think?"

" yes"

" well I'll also care." He whispered

" not the way I want you to."

" What do you mean George." I was hoping he wouldn't hear me.

" It's nothing, can I just go to bed now?" He tightened his grip and said.

" not till you tell me what you mean."

" It's not something you want to know, ok just drop it."

" I do want to know, so spill.

" look if I tell you you'll leave like everyone else."

" I promise I'll never leave you."

" well uh, I have feelings for" I took a deep breath, I don't want to tell him but it's now or never." I really like you and I know you don't feel the same so just let me get over you alone." Just then I felt Derek's lips on mine. I instantly pulled away, I couldn't do that to Meredith. " I can't hurt mer, not like this. She really loves you. And you love her."

" that's not true, and anyway me and Meredith are pulling apart. I started to like you a while ago. And now I know you feel the same way."

" But, you're still with her, and if she knew you left her for me then she'd hate me even more than she does already." He crashed our lips together again, I just couldn't say no this time. His warm embrace was all I wanted now I'm getting it, but if feels wrong. I know I shouldn't do this to mer, but she doesn't deserve him, all she wants is to restrain him from his real talents. I would let him be free. I still knew this was wrong so I pulled away." Derek, please. If you want this, then break up with mer." I knew making him choose was wrong, but I'm not sharing, but there is a high chance he will choose her, he does every time.

Derek POV
" I will tomorrow moring." I said, kissed him on the head and walked out of the hospital. As I got home it was about 3am. I hopped in bed, staying far from the girl beside me, although before I got in bed I packed most of my stuff. Knowing I would be kicked out in the moring.

It was about 6am, time to get up. Meredith was already up. Time to get kicked out. I walked down stairs to the kitchen.

" hey Meredith we need to talk."  She rushed over.

" Is it George, is he ok?"

" he's fine, actually for a crash victim he should be out in a few days, but hats not the point."

" ok? What is it." She asked concerned

" I don't see us going anywhere anymore, we have drifted, and before you say anything, I want you to know, I'll always love you, but not that way anymore." I sighed out, how else am I supposed to say it?

" are you breaking up with me?" She stuttered.

" yes..." I tried looking her in the eyes, which was hard to do, she looked like she wanted to cry, and hit me at the same time.

" ok then you can leave." She said in the calmest voice ever, how!? Maybe she was posting to kill me, I should get out as soon as possible. But now I could be with the one I really wanted.

AN if you really like this one I can making it longer in its own little book just ask, and vote pls, also I re did this one so I deleted the old one and added to it

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