Teds POV
Everyone was sitting in the Booth at McLarens, everyone except barney. He was probably off banging some chick, I hate the thought of him with anyone wanna know why, because I'm pansexual and no one knows, everyone thinks I'm straight and like girls, when in. Reality I'm in love with my best friend, no offence to Marshall. It's been about ten minutes Barney walked in.
« guys! I just had the best sex I ever had, nay anyone has every head. » Barney said excited. I just couldn't take it anymore, all he talks about is sex! And girls!
« SHUT UP BARNEY! » I yelled, everyone looked at me. Barney looked hurt. I just didn't want to look at them anymore, so I got up and walked back to my apartment upstairs,
I laid on my bed wounding if my life could get any better, realizing it wouldn't. I wanted to cry. Mostly because I haven't had it easy, when I came out as a kid. I was bullied, depressed. I didn't like my life, and now that I have all my friends I can't tell them. What if I lose them? And Barney would hate me, one, his like the straightest man I know. And two, I can never tell if he's straight or maybe bi. I caught him flirting with a guy. But I'm still confused. Then someone knocked on the door. « hey ted are you ok, it's just me. Lily » lily called from the other side.
« i- i uh sure come in. » I coughed out.
« Ted, I heard crying, are you ok? »
« no, but you don't need to talk to me about it. »
« hey ted i want to know what's wrong, your my friend I love you. »
« Lily, if I tell you, you promise you won't hate me? »
« ted I could never hate you. »
« ok, » I took a deep breath. » I'm pan, and prefer m'en a little more. »
« Oh my, I knew it!! » she yelled. » it's Barney isn't it? »
« uh, how the hell did you know?! »
« I'm lily, Ted »
« yeah. » I laughed. Then she hugged me and said,
« you should go after him »
« uh no! He's straight. »
« oh come on Ted he's not. The way he dresses, his brother is gay, and didn't know until he was an adult. He openly flirts with men. '' then I thought about it, maybe it's possible that he's bi.
« I still can't do that with him, he would cheat on me with a woman. »
« hey don't say that, Barney has feelings. »
« i don't know what went wrong with that boy but, all he does is have sex. » then lily looked at me as if she did something wrong. » lily what did you do » she looked at me and sighed.
« Barney is outside the door. » she mumbled
« what! How could you!. » I got up and ran out of my room. » then I heard Barney.
« Ted wait. » then I turned with tears in my eyes.
« no! Yo betrayed me! You weren't supposed to hear that. » I yelled and stormed off.
It's been about a week, I keep getting voice messages, I ignore them. But after time I knew I had to face them. So I walked into our bar, knowing where they would be. Once they saw me, Lily rushed up to me. » ted I'm sorry. »
« it's fine I just want a drink. » I said walking to the bar. Then I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see Barney. The one man I didn't want to talk to rn.
« ted can we talk. » he asked
« I don't want to. » I replied
« Why , we need to, plz meet me at my place tonight in an hour. »
« fine but not for long. » I said , wanting to leave, then Barney kissed me, just a little pick on the lips before he left, to his place. Lily walked up to me,
« ohh~ »
« stop, it's not what you think. »
« he kissed you! » with that I smirked and walked away. Within what felt like minutes I was at Barney's door. When he opened the door. He wasn't wearing a jacket to his suit. This was interesting. Then I snapped out of my thoughts when Barney pulled me in again for another kiss, I pulled away.
« Barney, why are you doing this to me. » I said, tearing up.
« Ted.. » i could hear sadness in his voice. » I care about you, I really do I have feelings it's not just sex to me. »
« your straight » Barney still had my face in his hands » I'm just a toy. »
« how can you say that, ted, I - I love you, I'm far from straight, the woman are to fill something I thought I couldn't have which was you. »
« really? » I looked up from the ground, then the distance between our lips was gone again.
« come inside. « Barney said, smirking, pulling me into his house, I knew exactly what was going to happen.
« And kids that's how I met your father, well the short version. »
An, I'm sorry it's bad and short, I tried.vote plz
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