Sleeping With The Enemy | Taehyung & Jungkook x Reader

Part 2.4

y/n pov

We had a training again and I was actually getting pretty good at this as it seemed. I think I got a bit over my head because I threw Jungkook on the ground and I chuckled

'maybe I should be the teacher, love'  I added the nickname love as a joke 

He suddenly grabbed my leg and this made me instable and I instantly fell

on him

I froze as my body was connecting to his. And I could feel "him".

     'love, if you want me like that you can just ask' Jungkook said with his annoying arrogant smirk.

I immediately got up
    'yeah you wish' I rolled my eyes

After the training we were having some drinks. We started doing this after a while. As I said the guy was growing on me and as I was totally isolated it was nice to talk to someone.

I saw there was something on Jungkooks mind.

    'what is bothering you Jungkook?' I asked and he looked still puzzled at me.

    'I heard about what happened that night' 'you were willing to die so that Taehyung and his gang would be unharmed. Do you not fear death?'

I swallowed at the memory. It was a pretty personal question but for some reason I felt like I could share it with him. 

     'ever since Taemin claimed me I didn't really feel alive. It was more surviving, so I didn't fear death. That was until Taehyung, he was the one that woke me. So when that night happened, I knew it made more sense that I died for the person that made me feel alive. It's stupid I know'

I quickly added but Jungkook shook his head.

    'it's really not actually'

I looked at him and we gazed in each others eyes. 

Later that week
Since I woke up this morning I was not having a great day. I had a dream about Tae and I missed him dearly. We were walking in the woods with Yeontan like we sometimes did, he was laughing about something. He looked so happy and I feltthat way in my dream, untill I woke up. 

It completely affected my mood and I happened to have a training session with Jungkook. He threw me on the ground harshly.

    'you're not focusing love' he said, and I got angry

     'yeah we can't all be born to be mafia leaders and enjoy hurting others'

I regretted it the moment I said it but I was not having a good day at all, and unfortunately I took it out on Jungkook .

  'ah so that's what you think of me? you and me are not that different, love' he said a partly annoyed but also partly sad.

   'what do you mean?' I asked curious

   'you think you are the only one who was forced into this life?'

I looked at him confused

   'what do you mean?' 

He went to sit down and I took a seat next to him. He took a deep breath

  'As a child I was a bit of a nerd, I loved reading. My father always forced me to be tough, he would beat me whenever I did something he didn't like, or if I was "too soft". I had these forced lessons in shooting and fighting. but whenever I had the time and my father was away I would read books.

I remember when I had the courage to tell my parents I didn't want to become mafia, my father locked me up without anything for days. My mother was only allowed to give me some water and plain bread' 

I was listening to Jungkooks story with disbelief. how could a father do that to his own son?

    'I am so sorry Jungkook. That is horrible. but what about Jimin though? Could he not take over the business?' 

Jungkooks head went down 

    'Jimin is not my full brother'

He paused for a moment, giving me a moment to process this revelation. 

    'he is my half brother, the thing is that my dad wasn't the most loyal guy ever. One day a woman appeared at the doorstep, she asked for help because she was pregnant and had nowhere to go. My mother obviously told her off, thinking she was lying. My dad found out and he gave the woman a place to stay. My mother was devestated. Eventually Jimin was born and my dad forced the mother to leave, a try to save his marriage. He took Jimin in but my mother never really accepted him. So she refused leaving the business to him, as he was a "bastard". That's why he is called Park and not Jeon, my mother didn't accept it. I think that is why Jimin was though since the beginning, he was abonded by his mother, hated by mine and his father was tough to say the least.' 

    'He was always my best friend, protecting me in school, things like that, I am really happy he found Yoongi. He deserves to be loved after everything' 

I was listening to Jungkook and I felt a sadness.

A sadness for Jungkook for being pushed in a life he didn't want

A sadness for Jimin for not receiving the love a child should receive from its parents. 

It was a very different side of Jungkook, so far he had not shown any real emotion or shared any more information than the superficial details you share with anyone. 

'Can't you quit now, let Jimin take over and still do those things?' I asked and Jungkook laughed a bit, but it was sad

  'no, I am in way to deep plus as I don't have any education I wouldn't know what kind of job I could get, and in all honesty, I enjoy it now'

My eyes went down, focusing on the floor. 'yeah I know what you mean'

He looked at me questioningly

     'when Taemin claimed me, he forced me to stop university or he would kill my sister. He said I didn't need to study and university wasn't a place for a girl who had money anyways. so now I also do not have any educational degree'

    'I am really sorry y/n'

We sat on the ground in silence for a while. It was a comfortable silence. I felt I started to understand the boy who was sitting next me more than I had ever expected. 

Time passed while I trained in Busan, I spent much time with either Jungkook or jimin. But today I was finally back in Seoul for two weeks.

It happened to also be my birthday, but I didn't care. There wasn't a soul who knew anyways. I hadn't told Yoongi or Soobin for that matter so I would just go through the day as any other. I would visit Taehyung for sure, finally.

I had even missed his house. when I entered Yeontan was immediately running to me and I petted him. How I had missed that little dog.

When I arrived back home, I saw a box in front of my door. I was scared. Could it be like a bomb or something?

I didn't know what to do. I decided to call Soobin and he immediately came.

     'good you called me y/n, I will check out if there any traps'

He walked carefully to the box. When he reached it he picked something up which looked like a card. He smiled at me
     'y/n why didn't you say its your birthday today? Happy birthday!'

I looked at him confused and walked his way, he handed me the card

happy birthday, love.

I hope you celebrated it well. Although, knowing you, you probably didn't tell anyone and just went through your day. therefore I have this gift for you,

Kind regards,

Jeon Jungkook.