Crankiplier

Coming Out

**Slight Trigger Warning**
**Hints of Self Harm**

{Ethan's POV}

I woke up and stretched. I chucked on some random clothes, not caring and put some toast in the toaster. I got out the butter and played with Spencer as I waited.
Once the bread was toasted I spread it with butter and ate it.
I then plopped myself on the couch and put on a movie as I hadn't needed to work for a couple hours.
I jumped at the sound of a notification on my phone. I rolled my eyes wanting to be left along but changed my mind as I saw Mark had texted me.

Markimoo

Heyyy, are you busy?

No, but I am trying
To chill :/ what do
You want?

Wanted to ft for a vid c:

Fine.

I called him and waited for him to pick up. I walked into my office, sat in my chair, still wrapped up in a fluffy, light grey blanket to keep myself warm.
He picked up and spoke. I ignored him for a little bit, only to turn on my camera and sort everything out before finally zoning back in.
"What do you think?" He asked. Me obviously not having been paying attention, he rolled his eyes. "You didn't get any of that, did you?" He asked. I blushed lightly of embarrassment and shook my head.
"No sorry, w-what were you talking about?" I asked. He sighed before repeating himself.
"We can do a two player 50/50 Reddit addition video, what do you think?" He asked again.
"Yeah, that's awesome," I smiled brightly at him hiding my thoughts, the words I wanted to tell him, the things I had done. I snapped back, realising I had zoned out again.

We finished the video after seeing some pretty horrible things.
"Great video idea..." I complimented sarcastically, a little traumatized. He chuckled.
"Sorry man, I didn't think it would be that bad," he laughed a little. God that laugh, that voice. I had known I'd liked Mark for about a week now. We were both single and he is very attractive and I couldn't help but catch feelings.
"Mark, have you ever questioned you sexuality?" I asked nervously. He blinked several times and chocked on his water a little.
"Are you questioning?" He asked once he had stopped dying. I nodded silently. "Honestly, I have too, I don't know if I'm bi, gay, straight, pan, etc but I do know people will accept me for whatever I am, so don't worry about it man," he smiled happily at me. He had calmed my nerves, one of the most kindest things anyone had ever said to me came from him, completely calming me.
"Thank you," I smiled at him, "and you too man."

I slipped into bed, still thinking about Mark's words, each one making me fall even harder for him. I wonder if he knew, or was even suspicious the way I felt for him. Maybe he might even think he likes me back? No... Not possible... Not Mark of all people...
Anyway, time to go to sleep, not torture yourself with thoughts, Ethan. Good night.

(A/N): If you guys like Crankiplier, I have a YouTube channel that is dedicated to SpeedPaints and Drawings, most are Crankiplier and Unus Annus, so check it out (link in my bio)

Hope y'all enjoyed and I'll see ya, in the next one, buh-bye!