Sorry....

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I'm sorry for being so naive
I was un aware of making you upset
I'll try to be nicer my next life

The pain will be worth it
It'll be all better
It would be better if I were not to speak

Once,again I'm sorry I was naive
I still am and I don't feel good about it

My heart is burning
It's not burning of sadness
Not madness
But,grieve steals the place

They said they're sorry
They lied once again
I tried to play it off as cool
It seems I can't be like them
I try fitting in only to stand out
We're told to stand out
That's what I do
All that happens is them bringing me down
I'm always told to ignore them

I try and fail
It all hurts
The blades hurt
I make those jokes because I'm asking for your help

I don't want to die
But,I want to die
I'm not afraid of death
But,I'm afraid of the future
The future isn't fun
I don't like it
I like the people online
Because,they'll listen and understand

I'm sorry to be a nuisance
I'm sorry to be a burden
I'm sorry to be annoying
I'm sorry to be a prick
I'm sorry I try

I'll be happy for you
Though I'm dying on the inside
I want help
But,I've grown independent and don't ask
I'll help others
But,not myself

I once saved someone
I talked them out of it
I saved a boy

I can't save myself
A grandfather left me before I had the chance to meet him
An aunt left me because I wasn't good enough
And my grandfather might not make it

I can't save myselfA grandfather left me before I had the chance to meet himAn aunt left me because I wasn't good enoughAnd my grandfather might not make it

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I'm ready to die
I'm sorry to the ones who tried to help me

Yet,I'm still here because
They all care...

BritishCommunist
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They know what I'm going through
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