Waking up

Better? Not even close.

Okay so I know this might seem depressing at times and some other times it'll seem unbelievably happy. I'm bipolar, not much I can do about that. Anyway it's my journal so yeah, Honestly I'm writing more for myself but in the event that something does happen I really want more reasoning for people than just a letter. Okay that was depressing, it's actually been a good day overall, made it through school, -love of my life-had a rough day though so I decided to talk to her some, unfortunately I got kind of nervous and just acted like a useless idiot for a bit. Nothing I can do about it now though. Should I mention her name? Is that appropriate given that I'm publishing these? I don't know, I'll have to figure it out tomorrow.