𝔞𝔠𝔦𝔡 𝔴𝔞𝔰𝔥𝔢𝔡 ⁂ {𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪}

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mattia's head was a mushed up pot of careless thoughts and emotions, he's been a fucking wreck for the following week since he's stopped talking to kairi. and it's not like he did anything wrong, because he didn't. mattia was just..

confused.

suicidal thoughts flooding his mind every second of every day since then and every time he closes his eyes he can see him. his gorgeous face, basking in his unexplainable beauty. mattia is so fucked.

he wasn't the one to just fuck and go, kairi even told him that night.

"mattia i'm a virgin," his eyes welled up to the brim, sniffling as he holds the younger as close to him as possible, loathing for protection "please try not to hurt me i'm... i'm so scared"

and mattia was so fucking gentle that night, he fucked kairi so good and on top of that made him feel so loved and cared for.

because he had made a promise to always protect the older. he knew how vulnerable he was and it erks mattia to this fucking day that he caused such a harmless soul to possibly lose every ounce of trust he had left in anybody. he broke the promise.

hell, kairi saved mattia's fucking life.

you dirty fucking bastard.