Forget me not

is my new sensie a statist?

my muscles ached, my breath struggled to find it's way back to my lugs, my heart pumped faster then it ever had before. I was scared it might berst. My lung have never burned so much, I couldnt get enough air. Blood rushed to my ears as they softly rang.

"good, good, now I'll tell you my results of what iv observed once you can breath somewhat regularly"

shooting a glar up at him, a smirk was planted on his face, seven needle hanging loosely between his lips. A canteen was shoved in my face my the smirking asshole. Quickly I snatched it and gulped it down.

"Alright, so, your seal making is decent enough. Your able to make decent seals that are simple. You have pretty decent speed and stranth for a genin. You can think on your toes pretty well and you have allot of knowledge in the little head of yours. Your taijutsu is absolute shit, like if never seen someone with such bad taijutsu, but your chakra is also very much shit to. Your aim is pretty okay for a genin, your stradigy sucks. Of corse these are my standers. Your level over all is a high genin to low chunin overall. Witch is good but not good enough, not for me. Not for you. So I'll push you, I'll break you. I'm going to push you so hard that you'll almost pass out. Im going to push you so hard that you might feel like death would be better. I wont be satisfied till you drop from exhaustion. I expect you to give it your all. "

catching my breath I let all of this sink in he is going to push me past my limits. He wants to break me. Why is that oddly arousing. Focus right, right, so he wants my absolute best. It's going to be hard. But this is want I want. This is the only way to get stronger.

"Where do we start?" Making direct eye contact I saw a ficker of sadifation in his eyes.

"We will work on your stamina and speed. That's the foundation for anything you want to do. So we are going to max that out as much as we can. We start today. Put the traning weights on and we will begin."

Eagerly I slipped them on, one on each leg, one on each arm, and one on my chest. He looked away as I got situated.

"Ready" turing to me he nods,

"alright, your going to run around this clearing in the same time as before" this sould be easy. 

I start moving and realise this is going to be difficult. Rushing as fast as I can, i feel so tired not even halfway threw. Oh man, wtf.

I here a anoyying chuckle. Condisending dick. My lungs burn, my vision starts going black, oh god breath! I start breathing out my mouth, hard and quick breaths. My legs burn. Oh god I'm only halfway threw! Comsitrate on something else! Like what? Tell me about that cat mission you had the other say oh that demon!?! That damn cat ate a kuni! How the actual fuck can a cat do that!?! My vision was now filled with dirt.

A whistle sounded above me. "Good job kid. You really pulled out at the end. Not quite your time but it's okay for the first lap. Meet me tomorrow here at 04.00 got it?"

I nod and he sustained away. Glaring at what he had been, I flipped him off. My legs felt like jelly.

Struggling to stand up, I made my way to my house. Throwing the door open and slamming it behind me, dragging my body to the shower I hose the grime off my body. I just kept my towel on as I dived onto my bed.  my muscles just wanted rest, but my mind, it was as active as ever.

My teammates dont care for me. I cant grasp why, I'm not pretending to be a weak fangirl anymore. I'm not loud, in fact I hardly talk to anyone. Yet sensie still ignores me, he favors sasuke so much, but he even likes naruto more then me. All those two do is bitch witch eachother. Then kakshi looks at me, like I'm supposed to do something. Then he looks so disappointed. What the hell is wrong with my team!?! The suns almost up, I know I wont be able to rest if I dont have something.

It should be somewhere around 01:37. So there should be the bare minimum of security.

Slipping out of bed, much to my muscles protest, I slip on a black pair of paints and a black clok. Ting my hair back and pulling the hood up, I down a cup of water and make my way out.

Hidding my chacra and being careful not to be seen nore herd, I made my way to the joinins assignment office. I slid into the room where they keep detailed files on all of our jonin.

I make my way over to the h filling cabinet. Ignoring this nagging feeling for a later date, I scan as fast as I can to find kakashi's file. I make a mental note where I left it. His file was thick. I'll just skim.

His father committed suicide when he was young. He became a genin and chunin at a very young age,

just like my brother.

He had the 4th hokage as a teacher, and 2 teammates. Obito uchiha and Rin narrate. I'll pull there files and leave. Hes the only serviver of his team. He was promoted into something that was redacted. Then went back into jonin duty with in the past few years. Then he proceeded to fail every genin team.

I put his file back and quickly grabbed his father's file. The other 2 never made it to jonin. So I'll need to grab thoughs another time. I'll just ask Gemma what he knows tomorrow, today, whatever.

Snacking back into my house I downed another glass of water. I opened his father file.  

Hatake Sakumo, aka Konoha's White Fang.
Birthdate: September 3
Sex: male
Status: Deceased
Height: 181 cm
Weight: 65.7 kg
Blood type: O
Clan: Hatake clan
Ninja Rank: jonin
Family: kakashi hatake
While his son was still in the academy, Sakumo and his team were sent on a mission of great importance to Konoha. When his team-mates' lives were endangered, Sakumo chose to abandon the mission in order to save them. The impact of the mission's failure caused Sakumo to be vilified by the Land of Fire,the villagers of Konoha, and even those he had saved. Dishonoured, Sakumo fell into a deep depression, which caused his abilities to suffer as a result. Eventually, he committed suicide, and later was buried in the Konoha cemetery.

Wow, what a great man. What the fuck is wrong with this village. The man was a hero. Yet treated like scum for doing what was right. This village has failed this family. I wonder what other family's they have failed.

I copied down all the information I learned tonight into a new journal. Kakshi. I will learn more about you. You fucking battered.

I sealed the file on me and hid the book. Changing into cloths I raced to the place where Gemma told me to meet him.
Shit I was so cought up I totally forgot to meet the sadist today. Guess I'm not use to all this attention.