Yixing had never felt much pressure to be anything; alpha, beta or omega. He had been in the spotlight for so long (even before SM) that he had come to this conclusion- if anything, he had to be strong and charismatic no matter the situation if he wanted to succeed. Even though he hadn't presented (which already made him feel like a failure). After everything that happened with EXO-M and Exo pack's formation, Yixing felt like a useless being as he slowly became excluded, he lost all hope of presenting and spiraled into a horrible self-damaging depression.
WARNINGS: Suicidal thoughts/ ~attempt (not graphic just a bit mentally indepth- and only for 1 chapter or so) Rape (not graphic- I would never do that to you guys, but it does happen to the main character- Exo is not the one who instigates that FYI.) Abuse (Exo and others are apart of this but much of it stems from miscommunication, and in one person's case, obsession.)
Inspiration: "Hidden Omega" by LadyPrussia. Super awesome story! Go read it if you like Rapmon/BTS (it's unfinished but really well written!) After reading it I had the idea to adapt the concept, my story and writing are all my own- it does not follow LadyPrussia's in anyway and does not plagarize in accordance to the Terms of Use on this site. If you feel differently please let me know. Until then, enjoy!
Love, Block_Exo
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Belated Bloom - Lay (EXOxLay)
FanfictionYixing and Exo pack have issues. And it's the sad product of horrible miscommunications- all Yixing wants is to be apart of the pack; to love and be loved...is that too much to ask? WARNINGS: Depression, Suicidal Thoughts/Attempt, Non-Explicit Rape.
