Right In front of Me

Now what.

We were greeted with eyes when we walked through the door, but that didn't stop our laughter. Eventually our laughter died out when Cam asked Matt where he was this morning.

We lied and said he went for a run with me earlier. Not that the truth would've been bad but atleast there would be no more questions. I hung out with the guys in their room until everyone was ready to go to the event.

The event continued in the same order as always and then we went out to eat to "celebrate" some of their time there since they wouldn't be joining us for the next show.

Even though I was still pretty new to the family, my heart kind of shattered hearing the news that we all would be broken up soon. The thought that none of them would probably want to hang out with me since we'd soon be over with tour made me sick. I couldn't even eat.

And as if my night couldn't become any worse Jack J had to say something. "Hey Sam bet you don't remember last night". "All I remember is Matt, Allison, and you helping me lay down" he replied.

I shot looks at them hoping that the other guys didn't catch on. " Wait Matt why were you with Allison so late anyway?" Jack questioned. I shoved food in my mouth so I didn't have to talk. "Oh yeah and pretty early this morning too" Gilinsky added.

People around the table just watched me and it made me a nervous wreck. "Look it wasn't like that we were just hanging out" I announced. "Yeah I'm sure that's all" Sam scoffed.

"So Matt didn't stay the night with you?" Cameron put me on the spot. "Well yeah, but I have an extra bed in my room and he helped me with my anxiety now can you guys stop" I said in a tone that made me seem upset so they would leave me alone. I left the table and heard their remarks to Matt.

I went to the bathroom just to get a second of privacy. As I checked my hair in the mirror, Mahogany walked in.

We talked for a little, but I left shortly after from feeling that she was more curious than concerned. Nobody talked to me when I returned so I figured it was a good time to leave.

Matt was across from me so I gently kicked his leg to get his attention. When he looked at me I placed my eyes toward the exit to signal him. He nodded his head right before I headed to the door.

After Matt followed we decided to go for a walk. We walked past shops and water fountains, it was a really cute part of town. When we found a wishing well we both tossed a coin in. I giggled at how adorable he was. Then we looked at each other and our eyes spoke. They communicated that we wanted to kiss one another so we both went for it. The kiss stopped as soon as we heard someone loudly say "oh my gawd" . They had their phone out and we both knew what that meant. I froze for a second and the only words that escaped my mouth were "Now what"