Right In front of Me

We can't

"Yeah I know I'm such a good friend" Matt sighed sounding sarcastic. "Yeah Matt you're really great I mean it" I said looking a bit hurt. "I know, I know, but why can't I be more than that..." I just looked at him for a moment. "I'm sorry.. we can't.. I just..." I tried to find the right words to express myself.

"No, you know what? You don't have to say anything else that's all I needed to know, but hey I'll see you later I got to go" He said unwrapping his arms from around me. He did a little wave before quickly leaving my room.
Really? Did he really just do that to me? I had no idea he had feelings for me, but he knew I was upset about Sam so why did he pick now to tell me?

I sat there for a minute contemplating on what to do. Then it hit me Why be upset about a guy who doesn't care?. I got up not caring that I was only in a long shirt & thigh high socks. I raced to the room I was at previously. My heart was racing but I decided to just go for it. I knocked on his room door anxiously. He opened the door in just his sweats. I went into his room to hug him embarrassingly fast. " Matt right now was bad timing to tell me, but I don't care anymore, I realized that I've had feelings for you all along and I just didn't want to admit to myself."

It was silent was silent so I looked up at him. "Well.. say something. ." I said releasing my grip from him. He cupped my face and moved my hair and then kissed me. My stomach erupted with butterflies. I never had this feeling.

I was on my tippy toes and I wrapped my arms around his neck as he lifted me up. His hand rubbed my leg as he pulled down my sock from my thigh unintentionally.

My back was to the wall when we heard the door creek open. We immediately broke from the kiss and he placed me down as I saw a couple of the guys standing at the door. I pulled my sock back up and fixed my hair before awkwardly waving to Shawn and Cam.