Lollipop [RINxAMAIMON]

Chapter 12

A/N: so hey guys I've finally decided to write another chapter swing as I'm not going out and doing anything at the moment. Also I haven't really been paying attention to the amount of people that have read this book and it's gone up to 5K I AM SHOOK!!! thank you so much for reading this shitty story I hope you enjoy this chapter:

RIN'S P.O.V:

I've decided, after a long long long long long time of thinking about it that I'm going to tell him the truth. It seems to be the best possible thing to do. It's not like I can hide this from him forever, like the creepy strange weirdo that I am. He doesn't need to know that I sometimes think he is up to something, being all sneaky and shit. He might break up with me so what!? I'm not even old yet. There are so many more fish In the see, I would just forget about Amaimon as soon as we broke up. I'm not going to cry, I'm not going to sit and watch note book while eating junk food, I'm definitely not going want him back. Don't be ridiculous! It's not like I love him that much.

So I though about what I was going to do and I came up with many thing.
There was other options
Like option 1: don't tell him
Option 2: tell him
Option3: run away
Option4: pose as my brother Yukio and him as me so he can take all the heat. I kinda liked this one, but it would never work. How unfortunate.

So as you can see the best idea I had was to tell him the truth.

Now if you read that sentence carefully (I know 4th wall!) you would be able to to tell that it was in past tense. As in I have already told him tense.

So to cut to the chase I've told him everything. From the time I got put on this case to around about the time I finished explaining everything to him.
To say he took it badly...is an understatement.
There was blood, sweat and tears. Tears on his part, blood and sweat on mine.
I didn't know that there was so much pent up rage going on in that little cute body of his.
At first he seemed fine and calm and understanding. But as he carried in talking, the looked on his face was morphing into the face of the devil. I have never been so scared in my life, and I have seen some shit.

He screamed at me saying swear word I don't thing I've ever heard of before. But the main two were "fucking bastard".
He would almost say things like "go die"
"I hate you"     "I wish I never knew you"not gunna lie that last one stung a little bit. But it was for the best.
In the end I was right. We did break up but it was inevitable. Like who the hell would want to date me for a long period time. They must be clinically insane if they do.

It's been a week and I'm bummed out to say the least. I've tried to talk to him but all I get is a cold shoulder. I've got to say, that shoulder is comfy.
I've tried texting, calling ever spoke to his snot nosed friends to see how he's doing, but they ignore me too.

So I'm just sitting in my room eating junk food and ice cream while watching notebook crying all my sorrows away.

I regret telling him
I regret it so much
It hurts
I miss him

I love him
I want him back

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Finally. I've done another chapter.
I hope you liked it