Hide Behind White Lies

I Still Love You

*Michael's P.O.V*

1 Hour before Madison and Diana got back to the house

Where are Madison and Diana? I asked

Oh I think them still there planning how Diana's going to kill Jackson later Justin answered placing some woods to burn for the bonfire

Oh right. Do you need help? I said trying to snob my own question

You...? Asking if I need help? Hahaha thats new. But no my muscles can handle this on his own Justin said smirking

Well then wake me up if the wind blows your head to much I smirked putting my sunglasses on my eyes

I hope shes alright after all this day is almost done and her birthday is just an hour before it starts. Even I am excited to do this after what happen to her that year and that fear and pain is all over me after all. Sadly she cant remember the old us that she really knows after all, everyone changes after she wakes up the way we act and treated her is more passionately and more fun than we used to be the best heirs on our family and act like royalties who cant simply have fun.

Arent little too late for the sunglasses Michael? Sophie asked approaching me from my back Cmon Michael we both know youre just hiding the fact that youre thinking of something and you dont want anyone to disturb you just to ask what are you thinking so that youll pretend youre sleeping She continue making her seat beside me

And since you know enough of that why dont you just shut the hell up Sophie and bother someone else or grab Madison and Diana on their way back here I said not giving her a look

You know Michael you can just say that you miss her even though were always with her but the fact that there used to be more than this that time you cant have now She said facing the ocean And I know when everyone is busy you steal some stares at her like you are already contended on what you have now

Enough Sophie I simply said Im doing this for her and for this, our own family and these feelings are already passed anyway so why bother. I once broke her heart that makes her take those decisions that luckily didnt affect this now

You guys okay? Martin suddenly ask as he landed some blankets and towels on the sand

Yea we are, Im just leaving to look for Jasmine anyway Sophie excused herself

Whats that about huh? You guys seem having a deep conversation Martin asked taking Sophies seat

I gave him simple look without removing my sunglasses

Okay Okay Ill stop but Michael I know you and understand your point in anyway, But at least give it a try? I mean dont you think she deserves it anyway? Martin said leaving me

Dont you think we all do what Im doing right now? Lying in front of her while facing her like we are all truth in front of her. I said not looking back

I loved her and I still do but after what happened on the past I cant even be too good for her. I never know how to resolve that mess I did while shes suffering that time. And now my feelings are into someone else more than I have for her

Cmon guys let get this fire started its getting cold out here anyway Luke said as his approach from my back

Arent we gonna wait for the two to come back? Jasmine asked Luke following his steps into the sand

Nah theyll probably on be here in a minutes anyway He said smiling putting some gas into the wood to lit it Where are the others anyway? He asked

Sophie said shes going to find you? Did you guys see each other? I asked pointing to Jasmine