Why so you scream so loudly after hearing what I said?
You should happy about my death
after all, you never cared for me
all your love was for someone else around me
oh how it hurts to see someone where I should be
was my life all for this?
I've tried to help
and I've to smile for you
but if you don't need me I guess i'll just disappear
why do you tell not to cry?
Only for you to make me spill my tears again
the only to comfort me
were the paintings on the walls that would never speak
the walls you see in front of me
are never coming down
I'm somewhere safe
that’s what I'd say but now there's nowhere left for me to run
I'm hiding overthere
where no one will find me.
In that dark cold place that you hated so much
its simple really.
Why breathe and waste oxygen on me?
I know I will die sooner or later.
So don't act so sad
I know you're hiding a smile
stop fooling everyone and remove your warmhearted mask
show the coldhearted monster you are
I had fallen victim to your trap of love and kindness
only to end up trapped in a place I couldn't leave
tortured day by day
yelling
screaming
crying
all I wanted was a little trust
but then again you never believed in such a thing
I learnt that if I trust my family I will just hurt
if I trust my friends I'll hurt more
and if I fall in love I will die
and that's what happened.
What happened before I died of Everything ...
