Wednesday 2nd of january 1957

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Hello my diary entry this is Sister Bernadette 2 in the afternoon and I am in the chapel praying with my other sisters and also I am due on call soon let's hope we are not that busy .
Also I like the doctor  who is called dr Patrick Turner but I can't like as of my faith and I am also I am a nun.
I am call out to a birth but we need Doctor Turner help the patient as the baby in distress and I been look at him the whole time he was there but I am having doubts about my faith but I don't if I should talk to sister julienne because I don't want to put this on her.

When I get back from the birth I get my equipment wash and then go to the chapel and see sister julienne and she ask me what's up but I tell it nothing I can't deal with it.

It is 4:30 in the after and I am sit at the table for dinner but sister Monica Joan is not help with was is for dinner so she goes to her room .

I am sitting in my room waiting for complin as I do every day and I am think about things and I know I should go and see sister julienne when I feel like this but I don't know if I should

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