Be mine

8.

Ariana's Pov.

2 hours passed when Dana left the house. I felt dead inside. Who said that we couldn't have kids. She would be a super mother. Yes we're homosexual but who cares? Then main thing is that we love each other so fucking much. I took my phone and texted her.

Me: Hey
Me: please come back we've got talk
Me: I can't live without you Dana
Me: you promised me you'll always be by my side
my🌎: I will
Me: then why have you left ?
Me: why do you do this to me
Me: My heart is hurting
Me: I can't live without u !!!!
Me: i thought this is gonna be our day Dana
Me: we had sex the first time, we woke up next to  each other and our friend is gonna became a mother
my🌎: Ariana look
my🌎: I love you more than anything on this fucking world I would die for you but you need a man you need a family and with me you won't get a child
Me: who said that?
Me: who said that we can't have a xhild
Me: child*
my🌎: But you won't be happy with it !!!!!!
Me: I WILL GIRL I LOVE YOU
Me: please come back
Me: let's talk
my🌎: Imma see you tomorrow
Me: I love you
my🌎: I love you too

I threw my phone away and laid down. I hate me. I hate this fucking world.

-

The next morning I woke up with sticky eyes. I cried the whole night. I heard the bell rang downstairs.
I walked down and opened it.
„Good morning ." I said.
She started to cry. I just stood there and cried too.
„I-I just wanna say you goodbye." she said and I felt how my heart beats faster.
„G-Godbye?" I questioned.
„Imma fly to the holidays. I need to think about everything." she said and looked up to me.
„No you can't leave me alone. Please don't do that." I begged and started to cry loudly.
She kissed my and hugged me. She was away.
When I realized what was happening I collapsed.

Dana's Pov.

I was sitting in my car driving to the airport. I'm the biggest asshole on this fucking world. But she deserves to be happy. With her child and her man.
I wiped the tears out of my face. I couldn't live without her. But she had to be happy.

When I arrived the airport I got into a plain to New York. During the flight I got some messages from her.

💌: I collapsed
💌: But it's okay ...
💌: Pete cheated on me, Mac died and you ? You went away
💌: My heart is broke and I don't wanna live anymore
Me: don't get stupid thoughts
Me: I'd die if anything happens to you
💌: I died at that moment you left and let me alone Dana
💌: My heart isn't beating anymore
Me: you're gonna find a man who will love you and you'll have kids and you know what I said ? I'm gonna be your bridesmaid
💌: please stop hurting me
💌: don't do that to me I beg you
Me: Imma write you later

I could kill me. What did I do to her.

Ariana's Pov.

Tiley and Victoria were at my please. I told them what happened. I just wanna die.
„Ariana please don't be sad she'll come back." Victoria said while she hugged me.
„She won't...she will never come back. But I can't imagine a life without her." I said and started to cry.
„You're gonna a have a big tour in 3 weeks. The fans need you!" she replied.
That's right. They need me. And after the tour they're not gonna see me again. I really can't live without her. And I'll not. I pulled myself out of the hug and ran upstairs into my room.

iMessage

Me: please don't do that to me I can't
Me: come back I'm gonna get crazy
Me: my hurt hurts...
my🌎: Ariana I love you okay? But please you've to be happy
Me: I can just be happy with you why don't you get something like that????
my🌎: it's not like that
my🌎: Maybe one day we're gonna meet us in Burger King again
my🌎: maybe you're gonna have a baby or you will have a big baby stomach
my🌎: I'll be then happiest woman after you
my🌎: you are the best human I've met the most perfect woman!
my🌎: don't waste your time baby
Me: Dana please get it please! I love you!!!!
Me: don't say something like that
my🌎: You'll always be my angel
Me: don't say something like that
Read

I can't live anymore.

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Two months passed and I played my songs on the last tourstop. New York. No I still can't live without her. And I won't. I promised her. I promised myself.
When I played the song ‚god is a woman' I got very emotional.

„Thank you New York and the whole world. I love you more than anything else on this world."
I lied.

When I drove away I drove to a big big bridge. When I stayed in New York this is always my favorite stop. And now it's gonna be my death place.

iMessage

Me: hey my love, no I don't forget to write you. I'll never. I wanna say thank you for everything. I don't know how to live without you. I'm so sorry. I love you. I hope you'll have a beautiful life. I'll always be by your side even if you didn't see me. I love you baby❤️

In love Ariana.

I throw my phone down the bridge into the water. I don't want it anymore.

Dana's Pov.

I read the message. It can't be that what I think it is.

iMessage

Me: please don't do that
Me: Ariana I'm gonna die please
Me: call me back
Me: Ariana please don't break my heart!!!

She didn't answer back. I went on her Instagram profile and saw that she was at the bridge next to my flat. I flew to New York because I knew that this is gonna be the last stop of the tour.

I took my jacket and ran out. I drove to the bridge and then I saw her. She stood there and watched down.

„Ariana!"

{A/N:I hate this chapter and in my opinion I wrote never that bad but the next chapter is gonna be more exiting.}