"Let this last forever."
His thumb caressing my cheek as we laid tangled up on a small twin bed. The early morning sun peaking through the blinds while the birds sang their songs. A small smile escaped his lips as he looked down at me with his forest green eyes.
"If only it could. But it sadly will be over soon, Like always."
My words seem to surprise him as he quickly sat up off the bed. The sheet slipping off to reveal his bare chest. He was always breath taking his tattoos filling his body almost seems as if they where placed their perfectly.
"What do you mean?" His eyebrows furrowed together with a look of confusion to why I would every say that.
My lips parted beginning to shrug it off. But before I could begin to do so he interrupted.
"You know I can't just drop everything all the time. I have different obligations and more people that depend on me. I thought you understood that." His british accent that once was so soothing and calm became to get bitter and slightly annoyed.
"Harry, I didn-"
"Yeah I know you didn't mean it. " He muttered while climbed off the small bed over my body to grab his clothes.
I reached to grab his wrist to pull him back towards the bed but he slipped away from my grasp.
"Why are you acting like this? Please just lay with me a bit longer before you go." I plead trying to get him to stay in bed with me. I usually wasn't the type to whine like this. However Harry has his way of clouding my thoughts.
His actions became more aggressive as he angrily put on his shirt. "Do you think I like this? That I want to keep doing this? Because trust me Rosalyn, this is the last option on my list that I wanted to do." He frantically searched for his keys and phone.
I sat up wrapped the bed sheet around my body quickly so I wouldn't be exposed.
"Harry really? I was just saying that our time is all just so short and temporary. We hardly every get moments like this anymore and I just-"
"You can quit the bullshit already. You can save your explaining to your boyfriend okay?"
"Boyfriend? Niall is not my boyfriend. We just got close since you've been away for so long. It is just a mutual friendship." I explained partly laughing. I couldn't believe he was acting like this so suddenly. His phone started vibrating with messages. I watched as he glanced down reading it before shoving it in his pocket.
"Yeah right." He scoffed shaking his head he reached for the door knob to leave. I quickly jump off the bed grabbing my t-shirt and slipped it on so I could follow him. He went down the stairs where some of the boys had already awakened. Of course they would decided to wake up early on a day like this. I tried my best to keep up with his pace being barefooted and all. I really should've put on a bra... And probably pants.
"GOOD MORNING MATE!" Louis shouted earning a piercing glare from Harry. Louis was surprised to earn such a look from his best mate but knew better to ask questions and backed off letting him exit to the driveway.
"Okay well, what about Alyson!" I shouted. It stopped him in his tracks. His expression unreadable. As if he was waiting to an explain or excuse to come up with.
"You give me so much shit for going out and being on dates. Don't think for a second that I didn't know." He ignored me and opened the car door and got into his Mercedes Benz. I ran over and yanked on the door handle opening it up.
I know I'm making a scene. But I am not letting him have the last word, not this time. By now the boys followed up onto the lawn watching what was happening.
"Let go Rose." Harry hissed. This was one of the few moments I had seen him like this. I can tell you this, each time they break my heart.
"No. Not until you tell me about Alyson." I spit back, I reached for him keys only before him to yank my hand back.
"Stop. Go back into the fucking house!" his voice made me jump but I held my ground.
"Rosie." Niall warned approaching the car.
"Mind your fucking business." Harry seethed as his fist clenched the door ready to yank it close with any opportunity he got.
"Tell me about Alyson!"
"There's nothing to tell!"
"You're lying!"
"What do you want me to say? Do you really want to know? Seriously! What is it gonna do? It not going to change anything." His face close to mine that you could feel his the breath hitting my face and anger seeped out of him.
"Tell. Me. The Truth."
The air went thick as we were all there in silence. You could cut the tension that had grown between us.
"Tell me." My voice cracking knowing what was coming. Tears formed at the corner of eyes ready to run down my face.
His face soften for a brief moment witnessing my pain before going back to his emotionless state.
"We're getting married."
My chest burned as my heart disintegrated into a million pieces , I felt as if I could collapse then and there. That wasn't what I was expecting. Maybe a kiss but not this. He really was keeping so much from me. Before I could say another word he shoved my body back away from the door and slammed it shut.
I went back to the door handle and yanked to pull it open once more. He was not leaving not this time. I couldn't let him. "Stop trying Rosalyn." He reversed quickly out of the driveway.
"Harry please stop!" I begged running after him. My bare feet hitting the street burned with each step as I kept following the car.
"Harry!" I yelled as I watched him speed away not looking back, not once.
The nausea began to stir my stomach as I let my tears fall wanting to disappear. My head swarmed with regret and memories all over whelming me at once leaving me empty and out of breath.
I let my body fall to the ground giving up but before It could hit the ground Niall grabbed me.
"It's okay I got you. I'm here." He said soothing me.
I let out a piercing screaming and felt my body grow numb . After a few moments of letting me let out my screams Niall carried me off the dirt road making his way back into the cabin, the rest of the boys following soon after.
