Bakuguos pov
Hello I katsuki bakuguo I was an aggressive child that was known to bully others but no one ever told me to stop so I didn't threw middle school I pushed everyone away I was rube I made a decision I didn't want to be alone anymore so when I started high school I would be kind to people but as soon as I got there the rumors from the other school flowed so I put up my shield to protect myself but instead I started to die from the inside out the whispers wiggled there way threw the cracks and stabbed me there was no peace anymore not even in my head
Fat
Ugly
Worthless
Disappointment
Thug
Outcast
Delinquent
Weak
Pathetic
Stuck up prick
The voice screamed at me 'Stop Stop Stop Stop' I held the sides of my head tightly I wanted the voices to stop I wanted it all just to be over
Tears streamed down my face I sat in my dark dorm room just starring into space as the voice taunted me my body ached from every cut or bruise on my body my stomach growled at me I haven't eaten in weeks I look frail and weak despite how hard I train when an idea popped into my head I could make this stop spring brake was one week away I could get rid of every trace of my existence then while everyone's gone home I'll kill myself not that anyone would find me anyway but just Incase I started to plain for the end one week from today next Sunday I will take my life finally it will be over
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Kirishimas pov
Bakuguo has never been the most social person he has very few friends well he basically just has the Baku squad every one else avoids him because of the rumors people say he bullied a kid so bad that the kid took his own life but I don't think that was bakuguos intention he was just a kid but that could be me just making excuses I've liked bakuguo sins freshman year all it took was one look and I fell hard for him but anyway he's seemed extra sad this week so I've decided ima tell him that i love him it's been so long and I'm tired of waiting
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Bakuguo pov
It's Wednesday the weeks almost over but kirishima has been oddly clingy this week i don't know why but he's always somewhere close by "hey bakubro" "what do you want red hair" "hey um I have something to tell you" he scratched his head shyly "what is it ?" "I kinda like you and um I wanted to see if you might wanna go on a date sometime" I looked at him shocked "no no that's no you you don't understand no people are not capable of liking me" I swallowed hard and just turned and left what just happed I started to panic I hid in a small hidden space and panicked even more I couldn't breathe I have medicine to control my panic attacks but there's to many calories my mind started to think and remember 'every time I'm around him I feel different and when I don't see him for a long time I feel weird what does that mean do do do I like him no that's impossible' I started to hear steps I tried to stay quiet I didn't work he found where I was hiding
He crouched down and sat on the floor in front of me he looked at me concerned "go the fuck away shitty hair" "bakuguo what do you mean people aren't capable of liking you" "you know exactly what I mean the rumors are true you know and knowing that do you still like me now" I did finger parentheses around the words like me he leaned in and kissed me slowly "does that explain" "I know this is some sort of dare" "bakuguo I'm your friend why would I do something so cruel" "your not my friend I don't deserve friends" "bakuguo you were a young kid kids do stupid things but that one stupid thing shouldn't Control the rest of your life" "murder can't be forgiven" "bakuguo I forgive you" "you what" "I forgive you" I started to cry and huddled back further into the hole kirishima squished himself in too and held me close I cryed into his chest a six foot muscular man shoved himself into a three foot tall two foot wide and about 3 feet beep hole and held a 5'3 muscular man in his arms it awkward from the outside but I felt comfortable and safe in his arms we sat here for about 20 minutes as he tried to calm me down
(Friday)
Kirishimas kept texting me I eventually agreed to go on a date with him today feel bad for leading him on I'm to selfish I shouldn't have agreed to this I don't deserve him I started to get ready I put on black ripped jeens and a yellow mustard color shirt that had a pile of sculls on it with a black puffy jacket and tan combat boots I heard a nock on my door it must be him I waked and opened it he smiled "hay bakuguo ready to go" "Yea sure" I grabbed my keys and put them in my back pocket we walked down to the parking lot kirishimas car was a gray Jeep we got in "so where are we going anyway" I asked "o we're going to a mall" "o fun" I smiled shyly we got the the mall and started to get to the front door "where do you want to to first" he asked with a bright smile "um how about we go to hot topic" "sounds good" he smiled that contagious smile and I smiled back we walked into the store and I went straight to the hoodies I found a pastel pink it had a hand holding a white rose and said until the last petal falls I picked it up off the rack it only came in a size 2x but I didn't care I still bought it kirishima didn't get anything "where to next" "um how about that clothes store" I pointed to a shop across the hall "sounds fun" we walked out and I looked at some clothes he looked at some but just smiled at me "so kirishima why did you so desperately want me to say yes" "because I really like you" "you don't even know me" "o really" "fine prove it" "ok well I know your favorite color is pastel pink and that you like anime also you go for a soft boi look when your not at school trying to pretend your all rough and tough" "o well you don't even know my first name" "but that's the purpose of a date to get to know each other so what is your first name bakuguo" "it's katsuki what's yours" "it's Eijiro" "ok another question what's your favorite movie"I asked him "um Titanic " "o so your a romance guy" "well I guess so but my turn to ask a question"
"Ok have at it" I continued to look at clothes "hmmm why do you push everyone away" "oof were getting to the tuff questions, well I guess it's because I'm afraid of what I will say I was know to have a dark humor and I never now how someone will take it and i guess to prevent that I just avoid them" "bakuguo that's why you get to know them first" "Yea but you can never be sure but anyway it's my turn" "okay" "why do you dye your hair" "well I guess it's because my natural hair color never felt like me so one day I was done being a sad unconfident child and so I decided I was gunna changed myself and become the person I wanted to be" "so basically it gives you confidence" "I guess in other word yes" "I see" I bought a off white hoodie that had a picture of a skull with flowers growing out of it we left the store "so we're do you wanna go Kiri" he smiled at the nick name "how about we go see a movie there's a theater attached to the mall I think it's that way" "sounds awesome" we started walking over "so whatcha wanna see" I asked "um how about the new Marvel movie" he said but was eyeing the note book movie "um how about we watch the note book" he smiled "yea" we went up and ordered our tickets and bought popcorn and drinks then went to the theater room and sat in our seats
Kirishimas pov
