New Jersey's biggest mafias son is in love with me

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MATTIAS POV
I woke up at 8am I usually don't wake up at this time
I had a nightmare. I don't think this is what I want to do anymore.

I loved being normal. the day we went to the mall felt so perfect .

I want it to be like that everyday . I hate waking up to have to go kill some fucker.
I saw y/n sleeping so peacefully
She looked so cute
I kissed y/ns head and I slowly slipped out of bed

I went out
and I bought flowers again for her
and we took some pictures at the mall so I went a
store and printed them out and put it in a frame for her.
It was pretty we matched in the photo and the flowers were just bloomed
I came back home and she was still in the same spot sleeping and I placed them next to her and fell back asleep
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YOUR POV
I woke up to the smell of roses
and I opened my eyes to see pink and white roses
with a picture of me and him in a frame.
it was adorable
I felt emotional

I gave him a big hug and I started kissing him all over his face
he woke up and hugged me back
I said "thank you so much"
He says "your welcome"

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Later that day
I started to pack my stuff
he looked so upset watching me do this but I had to go back to see my parents
I haven't saw them in a week
They probably think I'm dead.
by now.
I haven't even used my phone throughout all of this
I almost did die but
They don't need to know that
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MATTIAS POV
I helped y/n put her bags in the car
I reassured her "i won't forget and leave you I'll come back"
she said with a doubtful look "I hope you keep your word"

I didn't want her to go and leave me but I wanted her to be safe this was best for her
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We took the drive to northern jersey where y/ns house is.

we pulled up to her house
It was late.
I said "here we are" in a sad voice
I looked at her and she looked at me
I told her "I love you. be careful"
I gave her a hug and a kiss.
and she "you too. you be careful, I love you. thank you for everything"
I replied "no, thank youu for everything"
"you helped me and my family defend our name"

she smiled slightly

she was about to get out the car until I stopped her

"Walt" I said

y/n said "yes?"

I couldn't say it "nothing. I'll call you tonight okay"

she smiled and said "okay matti"

and grabbed her stuff and got out the car

I waited till she got inside then I pulled off.
I cried the whole way home

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YOUR POV
I walked in the house to see my mom and dad praying for me to be safe and come home

they're eyes lightened when they saw me

<< skip you get the gist, her parents ask where were you, she says don't worry about it and they just try to comfort her and stuff >>

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I was in my bedroom it was jus the way I left it before I saw Mattia through my window that night .
As soon as I laid down he called me
"hey y/n"

I said "hey"

Mattia: " I can't sleep I need to hear your voice"

I smiled and blushed slightly: "well I'm here okay.."

we both fell asleep on the phone
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the thought occurred to me
we act like we are together but were not.
I looked at the picture of us and I teared up a bit .
I was so used to him
—

The next morning, I woke up to 2 missing phone calls from mattia

I call him back and say "heyy you okayy?"
Mattia: "yes I just wanted to talk to you"
me: "well I'm talking to you now" I laugh
Mattia: "I missed your laugh"
I blushed
Mattia: "anyways do you want to go out tonight I'll come to you"
me : "of course id love too"

Mattia : "7:45 sharp" laughs then hangs up

that reminded me of when he first came .
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my mom and dad tried asking me where I was
but I just couldn't tell them, so I said I was at my friends house and I just got really sick and decided to stay
they were kinda foolish. They believed me
—

At 7:45 I was dressed and ready to go out
—
Mattia texts me
Mattia: I'm here
me : ok I'm coming ❤️

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I left and went to the car he looked so happy to see me .
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We drove up to the city
and we saw a bridge and the city skyline
as we sat in the car.
<< your view is the cover of this book>>
This reminded me of when we went to Santa Monica and talked.
he gets out the car and opens the door for me
we sat on top of his car together
he looked at me and said
"This has been eating me alive but I've been dying to tell you.
I've been in love with you the first time I saw you that night in the club.
after that night I wanted you to be with me and to call you mine . your beautiful and brave and I love that ! to me your perfect you make me feel some type of way where i felt soft in the inside and I im a killer... I was wondering if you would like to be my girlfriend ?"

My eyes got glossy ,
"Of course I would love too"
I hugged him tightly and said "I love you sm"

the end.