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2 years ago...

"Hey, i like you. Please be my girlfriend".

I don't know what to say. But my heart say yes. So i decided to accept him. It was half of the year, we've been a great couple but after that... it was doomed

It was right before i enter his house, i heard someone is moaning inside his house. So i decided to stay at the door until they done.

Suddenly, a girl open the door and smirk

"He's waiting inside"

I was a virgin. I don't know anything dirty.

The girl told me to go to Oikawa's room,

so i went.

After i entered in the room,i was greatly abused.

my thighs were grabbed roughly until my skins peel off from the body because the scratch were so deep which it exposed my pinky flesh.

Get punched on the stomach.

My face was badly injured.

My lips were bleeding.

Cheeks were swollen from the slaps.

All of these went until Oikawa raped me.

Oikawa told me that he won't tell my family about what happen toward me if i follows his rules.

Make sure to always come over to his house and watch him making out with other girls.

It was a living hell until one day, he want to break up with me.

I'm happy

Because i am free

But not completely free

I had a trauma because i saw mom killed sister in front of me

She was 5 at that time.

mother had a pretty serious mental illness but my dad doesn't want to send her to the asylum because he loved her.

So,we lived together and it was a mess.

That afternoon, mom was trying to cook for lunch.

sister and i were playing in the living room.

we heard something from the kitchen.

We took a look at and saw mom was playing around with the knife by stabbing it to the wall,the dining table,pretty much everything at the kitchen while laughing.

Suddenly mom saw us and chase us while still holding the knife.

Sister and i ran away towards the door when suddenly mom threw the knife and hit sister on the stomach.

I screamed and run away.

I managed to escape from the house and ran toward the street while crying.

Then,there's a married couple took me as their daughter.

Years passed,they felt taking me as a child was a big mistake in their life.

They had been in a miserable luck.

When i was a teenager,they decided to kick me out of their house

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She doesn't have any gut to look at Oikawa because she will remember all of her past.

Oikawa grab her hand,she tried to escape but failed.

Suddenly, someone appear and stop Oikawa.Their eyes meet each other as if their gay (seriously, just joking)

He saw what is happening.

He give Oikawa a glare and push him away while holding her hand.

Oikawa glared back while smiling coldly.

He laugh sarcastically and leave them.

He saw her crying and trembling.

It was Atsumu who save her

Atsumu was dumbfounded, he know he's not good at comforting people.

Especially when it comes to a girl.

His eyes everted to everywhere except the girl in front of him.

Yet in the same time,Atsumu would like to be someone dependable.

He sighed before walking towards the girl before his eyes.

(Y/N) had her head lowered down when a large hand suddenly landed on her head.

She look up to see Atsumu next to her.

"A-Atsumu..?"

"Tch, dont cry, dont be sad anymore. I hope this could make you feel better."

he said as he patted (Y/n)'s head softly.

(Y/n) couldnt help it but to lean more towards the hand. She find it peaceful and relaxing.

He smile when he look at her peaceful face

He pull her and she was trapped between his arm

He hug her tightly

"Let all out. It's okay to cry"

She cry, she scream

It's the first time in her life that someone lend a shoulder for her to cry.

"So...i'm sorry..i guess?"

She froze and stare at his guilty face

She chuckled

"Wha..what so funny?!"

"It's okay, you don't know the truth right?"

"Well...uh...anyway i said i'm sorry okay?"

"Yeah yeah.. i heard you clearly assumu"

"Wha-..how dare you(y/n)-chan!!"

He tickled her and it made her laughing non stop

"There. You look beautiful with that smile. Without that, you're look like a living corpse"

She flustered and she hug him to hide her face on his chest

"Aww~ you're blushing"

"I'm not"

"You're"

Suddenly, he heard someone's footsteps but decided to ignore it.

And the footsteps stop behind atsumu

(Y/n) didn't realize that there is someone behind atsumu

"What do you want?"

He ask coldly toward the mysterious man behind him.

She lift her head to see who he's talking to

"Released her. She's mine"

It's was silence.

Atsumu doesn't know who is behind him because the voice is cold and harsh

Until (y/n) say...

"Rintarou..?"

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