Don't Blame The 3rd Person

Chapter 19

     Sometimes tears are the only way how the eyes speak when the lips are unable to explain what has made me feel so bad, I know how Atalaya feels now, people I know are always smiling, tough but in front of me now I am powerless. What has Barry actually done, all I know is he's gone but what is his purpose? and where did he go? As bad as I look at you, I didn't expect you to be this comfortable to Atalaya, I thought you had changed but it turned out to be the same and getting worse in my eyes. The weather is getting hotter plus the more chaotic atmosphere out there makes me even guilty because I can't help anything in conditions like this.

     I got up from my position and headed out to get food and drinks for Atalaya, I still remember very well in the living room where I first sat when entering the Atalaya house clearly heard Mrs. Rahma and Mrs. Tuti talking about where Barry now.

Mrs. Rahma: Where do you hide Barry ???? (while crying and being appalled by Atalaya's father)

Mrs. Tuti: I do not know where Barry is now, one of our family is looking for Barry's whereabouts, we from the family will not go home before finding Barry, please wait a moment Mrs. Rahma.

Mrs. Rahma: We've also been waiting for when Barry will be here, but where ?? How long should I wait?

Pak Riko: Calm down first ma (while holding the shoulder bu Rahma)

     I do not know afterwards what the story goes I did not pay attention anymore because I immediately entered the Atalaya room. Before entering, I knocked at the door first and called his name, then I put the table on the food and woke up the Atalaya.

Keynya : Atalaya let's eat first, then change your clothes and we look for Barry together.

Atalaya: he just nodded and kept getting up.

     Finally Atalaya that I know he rose from his bed, took the food that I had brought and immediately finished, Until here I think that not all struggles will be beautiful at the end of the story, because there is such a beautiful story line that is kept tightly by The Creator. The creator has arranged it in such a way, it is all a rebuke that when we are at the saddest point it is a warning to us that we must keep on rising, may cry but naturally, may be sad but not sustainable. When at the point of our happiness, all of that is also a trial, to what extent is our struggle when it is at its peak, whether we will continue to fight or we will be complacent? All of that is in the hearts and minds of each of us but the storyline returns to the creator.

     After Atalaya ate and changed clothes, Atalaya invited me out to look for Barry, we went out and Mrs. Buma's voice came from the living room asking me where to go, but Atalaya ignored her mother's words and continued walking while pulling my hand toward the exit. At the front door Atalaya let go of my hand and he took the car and told me to get in the car. We also came out of the yard of Atalaya's house to the road to look for Barry.

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