❝ dude but romantically ❞ ‡ josuyasu one-shots (discontinued)

🏮 Find someone else to take you home 🏮

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tags; unrequited love.

parts; n/a

a little note; have a little bit of uh... heartbreak? and woah— two updates? and this is pretty short so uh...
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Okuyasu had never felt such feelings before, ever since he had stared into those ocean blue eyes, he knew that those eyes had been staring at him differently. In other words.. his stare was platonic, nothing else. Of course, it was the great— great Josuke, pretty much popular among female students, almost every girl in school.

He was almost every person's dream guy, and he... he was his type that he didn't know in the start. Picking a fight with him when they first met was... he received an apology from him and offered him some likely a coffee /date/ back then. He never felt something at first, but when he couldn't pinpoint when he started being clingy on Josuke. Which the man didn't mind.

Valentine's Day had passed, he opened his locker that day and received none. Typical. He got used to it and managed to hang out with Josuke at the end of the day. Parting each other's choice of pathway, despite their houses was pretty close, but Josuke told him that it's fine. And right now, after school, he felt a little pumped up to ask him if they can walk home together? Just for once. His heart was beating so fast as the two boys sat under a cherry blossom tree, Okuyasu sucking on his apple juice as he looked straight ahead, Josuke raising his hand as he blocked the sun that was hitting his eyes.

When it was time to go home, Okuyasu stood up immediately, it was too abrupt that made Josuke look at him weird before standing up and slowly taking his own time dusting his clothes. Okuyasu sometimes envied his features, so handsome compared to him. He hated his face, so much that he'll sometimes end up scratching his face whenever he stared too long on the mirror.

"Oi Josuke, wanna walk home together?" Okuyasu asked, rubbing the back of his neck as he averted his eyes from him, cheeks dusted with pink out of embarrassment. Josuke noticed this and raised an eyebrow as he pressed a hand on his own side, looking at Okuyasu with a /very/ judgmental expression. "It's fine man if you don't—"

"Walk home, with me?" Josuke interrupted, stifling a laugh as he ran his fingers carefully through his styled pompadour, biting his bottom lip out of a bad habit, sometimes he would tear the skin off of his lips. "No, dude. That's pretty.. weird. Two dudes? No. A big no no."

Okuyasu was disappointed with it, opening his mouth but he was only hushed immediately with an index finger pressed against his lips, which he immediately shuts. "S-Sorry..I was trying to be close to you dude, we're friends. Right?" He questioned, sighing softly as he felt the finger left his lips, the touch still lingering.

"Find someone else to take you home." Josuke replied, starting at him with those ocean blue eyes, but.. it was no longer soft and caring to stare at Okuyasu. It was very much telling him to get out of his life when he met those ice cold glare. "Whatever you're thinking-— I feel your eyes were always on me, I even heard rumors about you talking by yourself in the bathrooms." He spoke, disgustedly as he continued. "You told yourself that you're /in love/ with me? Oh, how... disgusting to even hear it from my lips. I...I don't have the same feelings to return to you Okuyasu."

Okuyasu wanted to die, right there since the embarrassment and pain was awfully hitting him hard that it made him tremble, eyes beginning to grow glossy. Before he could even speak, he watched Josuke walk away first, it wasn't an invitation for him to follow along anymore. It was... very much really... Josuke just rejected him without Okuyasu even telling him his feelings towards him. His heartstrings were being pulled by the male, but right now, he could feel it tearing. Heart breaking into a million pieces as fat tears flowed freely out of his eyes, standing alone in the cherry blossom tree.

He wasn't motivated to go to school anymore.