Not just a BL

MEW SUPPASIT

Meet Mew, a 29 years old, model, actor and recently Engineer.
He's living, alone, in his appartement.
Well he stays mostly in his parents house, but he have his own appartement.

He started modelling at young age, at age of 16 he was offered a small role in a series, he had fun, so he decided to try others. Mostly he had only supporting roles, but one day his manager, P'Bosser, convince him to audition to a new series, the hick, it was a BL series. Mew saw that as opportunity to improve himself as a actor.
Never he thought that this one series will become his heaven and hell.

Mew Suppasit was the happyest person 3 years ago, his name became a trend in social media, with this BL series he became one of the most known actors, being always praised.
But the happyest thing for him, was that thanks to this series he found himself, he finally admitted his own sexuality, and with all the time he passed with his co-star he felt deeply in love. When season 2 aired Mew confess his love for Art, which was accepted.
Their love story only lasted 6 months.
Art, his lovely co-star, and boyfriend was a cheater, selfish and jealous.

Mew heaven quickly become hell, one day,after shooting for a commercial, Mew went home earlier, he wanted to surprise Art with a romantic dinner, (they weren't living together, but Art had full acess to Mew appartement, to rest if he was tired, as Art lived with his family of 8). When he arrived, his own world collapsed, his so call boyfriend was on the couch having sex with some girl.
Art noticed Mew and pushed the girl laughing, he wasn't feeling guilty.
He harshly told Mew he hated him, he wasn't gay, only stayed with him because thanks to him he was now famous. And he didn't need to audition anymore as roles and money were falling out in his lap.
Yeah that boy only used Mew to have fame.

Mew went down in a state of depression. He got worst when the other one started to vilify Mew on social media.
P'BOSSER explained to Mew that Art was loosing most of the offers he got because his behaviour, and for that he needed to find a way to retrieve his "fame" and bashing Mew was the best he found.

3 years passed, Mew stopped his acting career he took all his time to his studies he was now a Engineer as he always wanted.
He changed of appartement after all happened, but actually he only went there to check the mail. He lived mostly with his parents and younger sister.

And the lovely, caring boy he was, was replaced for a cold one. Incapable of trust or love someone else who wasn't his family.

P' BOSSER was still his manager, and also a friend. He wanted Mew to comeback acting, he felt that now was the perfect time.
The problem? He had a offer to Mew, actually it's been the same offer for over 1 year (The author really wanted Mew), but it was for a BL series once more.
He needed help so he called Win, Mew cousin the only one that could make Mew accept the offer only with his puppies eyes.

But could Mew return? And about his trust issues?
Could he found his way to heaven?