Not just a BL

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M: Nong? Are you ok?

G: I... Mew can you take me home please?

M: yeah, of course, but you're...

G: I'll text her later, she's having fun today so I want her to enjoy.

M: OK, I'll call P'Boss.

P' Boss didn't asked why, he just drove the boys away...

G: can I stay at your place tonight?

M: Gulf, whats wrong?

G: please let me stay...😔😔

M: sure...

They said their goodbyes to Mew manager and went inside..
Gulf just sat at the couch with his eyes closed.
Mew was looking at him with a concern face, why was his nong like this, when before he went to W.C. he was smiling?
Suddenly conversation he had heard before come to his mind, what if Gulf heard that also.
He slowly approached Gulf, he wanted to say something but the second Gulf opened his sad eyes, Mew could only hugh tightly Gulf, he wanted to take Gulf pain even if he didn't know why his co-star was like that...

And Gulf stood there in their closed embrace for a while before speaking...

G: P'Mew...

M: hummm...

G: have I told you that I'm a quiet person? Have I ever told you that I'm in this industry because I wanted to change?

M: Well I already notice that you're quiet, but honestly it's what you are, you don't need to change yourself...

G: You know that this series is making me happy? I really enjoy working with everyone.

M: hey nong you're scaring me, please tell me what happened when you went to that Damm toilet...please, na!!!

G: I wanted to accompany you today, but she came, you wanna know a funny thing?

M: 😔😔

G: she's always the one who asked first... she asked to be friends, then to be a couple, she's the one who pushed me to audition for the series...

M:😯

G: funny isn't? The one who pushed me... now wants me to quit... the one who wanted to hide our relationship, now wanted to tell everyone...😅😅😅
Do you want to know a funnier thing?

Mew only nod his head affirmatively...

G: I broke up with ther..

M: what? Why?

G: Because I... i...

M: you?

G: i don't love her.. actually I think I never loved her... i just accepted because I was lonely i guess...

M: I think you're just confuse... you didn't had time lately to be with her... nong, you just need to go out with her, to reconnect yours feelings...

G: I've been thinking this for a while already... how could I love her? If all our dates where only her likings, shopping, mall, more shopping..
And how could I love her, if I never felt myself with her? Always hiding my tiredness, faking my smiles...
How could I love her, If I never had the urge to touch, to kiss, we haven't slept together😅😅😅. Actually Phi everytime we tried, i runned away, I was never comfortable, and I never felt aroused...

M: Gulf i still think you need to think this properly...

G: I had thought, and I'm sure I don't love her, because all this urges that I never felt with her... I'm feeling them for someone else...

M: ahhh??? What? When? Who? 😢😢😢

G: What? The need to stay close, to talk to that person, listen to that person voice first in the morning and last at night... the need to touch, hugh, kiss, oh yes kiss those lips... only remembering those lips just heat me everywhere...

M: are you drunk?

G: ah ah ah, no Phi... Oh and When??? Since the first time I looked to that person eyes, and smile...

M: 😢😢😢 Are you going to tell me who's that person???

G: Do you want to know? And if I tell you, can you promise me that nothing going to change?

M: I want to know, but... i also don't...i promise.

G: some promises are maked to break...😊😊😊 you know him very well...

M: wait him??? As a guy???

G: yes, him... don't make that face... I never felt this for anyone.. and I can assure you that I felt really hard for him as a person. And the gender doesn't really matter, only the way we feel love really counts...

Mew's world was collapsing at each word that Gulf says... he was in love with someone, who isn't his girlfriend... or ex girlfriend, but some guy... Mild? Boat? Win???????

M: Gulf please tell me isn't Win, is it???

G: what? Win??? No oh my God, do you wanna see me dead??? Cause Bright would kill me slowly if he heard you...

M: who is he?

G: you're dumber then I thought, it's....

The moment Gulf was ready to reveal his deepest secret... some hard knocks on the door and the doorbell rang...