Winter Flower JJk 🔞

14 Mask

This basically happens in a way that Jina is my mother’s old friend and they met in London while studying in the same university. I find out that Jina has a son of my age too and Jungkook is the second son. I can’t believe this is actually happening to me. I left everything years ago and it is coming right back at me as if I am responsible for everything. Well, in a way I am.

Seeing Jungkook after so many years, I cannot help but wonder what it would be like if I went to him back then. He is so much changed now, physically though. He has grown much more masculine, taller, and manly and I hate to admit it but he’s beautiful. Encountering him brought me back my old nightmares, nightmares that i fear to voice out.

If I’d look into that incident back then, you’d think that it wasn’t that big of a deal, but to me it was. I was messed up in my head and was forced to go through terrible shit. It was my own fault to get to know him and I end up falling on my feet. I haven’t mentioned the things he did to me in the past which made me traumatised, I don’t have the courage to mention them, and they are stored in the darkest part of my mind and heart. I felt guilty for Taehyung and I felt trapped because of Jungkook. I felt as if my world has turned upside down. Jungkook meant me the world and I was willing to do anything for him. But he made the drama out of my feelings that night and I felt shattered. Who wouldn’t? But I have already pushed back my past and move one, haven’t I? I know it will be so damn hard for me to not to imagine what has been done, but am I left with any option?

Jungkook has indeed changed physically, but mentally too. He became bold… He was shocked to see me first, but later he started to act as if he met me for the first time, basically to pretend in front of his mother, because in his mother’s eyes, he is still a good boy who went through some shit in university that flipped his personality.

He didn’t hesitate to check me out in front of me, throw smirks at my way and would give me strange looks. Why the hell is he acting like a pervert? He was not like this before, he was good. I hate this feeling. Why the hell I care if he is good or bad, he is Jungkook, a different other individual. He could be anything he wants, pervert or Nobel, it is his choice. Why it is bothering me?

“Urgh… I hate this!” I groan pulling on my hair and hear Jimin cracking in giggles.

“It is basically some crazy coincidence.” He comments and I look up to the computer screen. It is morning over in LA I guess.

“I hope it is just a coincidence.” I sigh and take a gulp of the beer kept in my nightstand. “Jina is calling for lunch tomorrow.” I inform in disinterest, but the fact is I am too much interested.

“Yeah?” he asks feeling surprised. I send him a nod and he snorts while throwing a piece of watermelon in his mouth. “Your past spins around you well.” I believe he isn’t needed to remind me of it. I told him everything that my mother has been planning and I cannot imagine the intensity of this coincidence.

“Anyway, when are you coming?” I change the topic but it reminds me that I’ll be with both Jimin and Jungkook for few days and I cannot comprehend anything anymore.

“Wednesday morning I will land in Nicosia.” He informs and flashes me his eye smile. “Seems like you’re impatient to meet me.” I roll my eyes at him.

“I am you fool.” I stifle a yawn and hear him giggle. I swear Jimin’s giggles are my day makers, well night maker for me now. “Yeah, and I watched your dance practice in YouTube and I was at the verge of peeing on my pants.” I laugh at my own choice of words and he joins me too. “I really am fascinated with it.”

“I’m glad you loved it. It was quite tough form for me.” He informs shyly receiving a nod from me.

“Yeah, but you did great. I am waiting for another one.” His smile turns wider with my praise. I’ve been his fan since we became friends and now when he has been doing it professionally, he has excelled in his dances like a pro. I really love his dances.