Best friends

Chapter 26

(A/N I'm going to apologize because I've had so many mood swings writing this it's not even funny and it has taken me so freaking long to write.)

Y/N POV

I invited everyone to mine after school because why not take an opportunity to spend more time with the hoes. It meant me, Shay and Ash could get the revision done which we were meant to do earlier before Minho stole him away from us, but in all seriousness, I didn't mind too much as long as they were both happy I was going to be supportive. We started with maths which was probably a week subject for the majority of us, maths, Minho agreed to help us which seemed like a good idea at the time until him and Shay were just looking into each others eye, me and Ash gave up trying to gain their attention after 10 minutes and just decided to put it away because we couldn't be bothered making the effort anymore. We'd turned our backs for less than 30 seconds and Shay had been pulled into Minho's lap and they were making out.

"EW Get a room!" Ash shouted throwing a pillow at the two causing everyone to laugh. They exchanged looks of embarrassment between the two of them, meanwhile, the others were all watching 'Jumanji' which I assumed was I.N's choice as this was the sort of stuff he'd forced me to watch with him before. We went over and joined them before it registered to me that the majority of us were sat with our "couples" yet none of us were official yet.

I got bored because I'd already seen the film so I leaning my head on Hyunjin's opening Instagram as he started to run his hands through my hair. I opened my Instagram going onto my explore page scrolling looking for something that caught my attention.  I came across a post that had nice pastel colours but I couldn't read what it said, making the mistake of clicking it, I realised it was little space related but it was too late to go back my mind was already telling me I had to read it, almost as if my life would be incomplete if I didn't read it. 

It was about a little being bratty when it's time for bed, this was something Hyunjin hadn't experienced with me as of yet, however, I had a feeling he read the post as well because when I looked up at him he was shaking his head at me but I just pouted at him before trying to get up and leave the room. But I couldn't move, Hyunjin had his arm over me with a really tight grip of me I tried to wiggle out of it but I wasn't successful, he had his phone out and I had no idea what was doing until I heard Ash's phone buzz and them nod at us both before he stood up with me in his arms taking me out of the room. When we made it to my room, him placing me down on the bed before his phone buzzed, before quickly making his way over to where Ash had put all my new little space stuff. He brought all the new stuff over to me and placed it on the bed next to me. I looked at him before looking at the stuff, I felt the excitement begin building up inside me but tried not to show it because I wanted to try and hide my little space from everyone so I didn't feel too needy, annoying or just overall like a burden which was how I always felt when I was in little space and I would apologise a lot no matter how much people told me I didn't need to. 

Hyunjin climbed onto the bed beside me before pulling me into his arms and running his hands through my hair.
"It's okay little one." He reassured me gently placing a kiss on my cheek.

" Nuuu ada me nu likkle me big." I squealed in response, covering my mouth after realising it came out in my little space voice. 

"Mhm, of course you are baby." He replied sounding as if what I said hadn't convinced him in the slightest. 

"I AM!" I blurted out, this time it sounded more convincing, however, the pouty lip wasn't helping my case as I looked up at Hyunjin hoping he wouldn't notice.

"Totally babs." He responded with a laugh brushing his thumb against my bottom lip. I giggled in response grabbing his other hand and playing with his fingers. I felt myself slipping deeper and I knew I wouldn't be able to hide it for much longer and sooner or later it was going to happen and there was nothing I could do about it but I was going to keep attempting to "fight" it for as long as I could. Hyunjin was insistent in me showing him that I was in little, I knew it would make me feel better but I really didn't want to be a burden to him or to any of the others. After around 5 minutes of sweet nothings into my ears, I felt my little space start to become clear and there, I saw the smirk on Hyunjin's face as he realised that it was happening. Don't get me wrong being in little space helped me a lot I just wanted to be able to do it alone but it's so hard.

I was still playing with Hyunjin's hands and had subconsciously started sucking on his fingers, I was still in my clothes from school which were really uncomfortable and the deeper into little I slipped the more I felt them digging into me and touching my skin, I wiggled uncomfortably which I think Hyunjin noticed as he left the room returning with one of his hoodies which are really oversized on me. He helped me strip down to my underwear before slipping his hoodie over my head, I giggled making sweater paws and giving him a twirl so he could see me in his hoodie. He smiled sweetly before making his way over to me with something behind his back. I made grabby hands as he got closer as I was intrigued as to what he was currently hiding from me.

"Open your mouth princess." He said to me smiling, I did as I was told, not wanting to be a brat because I wasn't one, I closed my eyes tightly a little bit scared as to what was about to happen and then he placed a paci in my mouth, I began sucking on it shyly but with a smiling growing on my face as I got used to it. I opened my arms out making grabby hands again.

" What's wrong baby?" He asked sweetly, I just continued to make grabby hands.

"Is it stuffie?" He got no further reaction from me I just continued grabby hands, "Blankie? Drink? food?" He was insistent on listing things until he saw a reaction from me, "Ash? Sleepies? Daddy?" I nodded excitedly making grabby hands still until he picked me up and I quickly wrapped my legs around his waist so he wouldn't drop me before nuzzling my head into the crook of his neck. 

"Is that better baby girl?" He asked his fingers making their way through my hair.

"Mhmm" I let out lightly which indicated to him that I was starting to fall asleep, " Dada..."

"What's up kitten?" He asked concerned before I could get anything else out.

"If me falls asleep nu stay. Me go do dis alone." I said shyly from behind my paci.

"You sure baby?" He asked me making sure I was 100% positive that this was what I wanted.  I lightly nodded as he began to pace the room lightly bouncing me on his hip which was making me slowly fall deeper into sleep. But I wasn't concerned as I was already aware that everyone was sleeping here tonight. 

I had no idea when Hyunjin had left me alone and when I woke up I had no clue what time it was. I looked around for my phone before seeing it on the drawers with my clothes in, I made my way over to it looking at the time, 1:30 am, I sighed knowing I wanted to do this alone but there was no way I would ever get a full night sleep alone. I left my phone there as it didn't interest me at this point, I walked my way back over to the bed picking up my paci and getting a stuffie from my wardrobe. I was paranoid that I was going to bump into someone on my adventure I'd planned but at the same time part of me was convinced I'd be safe and everyone would either be in their own rooms or somebody else room. I opened my door looking up and down the hallway and no one was there so I stepped out making my way to Hyunjin's room, I made it there without seeing anyone, his door was open a crack so I decided to peer through instead of just waltzing in there. I didn't know what was happening at first until I heard moaning, I pushed the door open and stood there mouth wide as Hyunjin quickly tried to hide what he was doing from me.

"Ahhh babs what are you doing in here?" He asked with his back to me as he quickly pulled his boxers up.

"Me nu sleep but it oki." I blurted out before I turned around walking back to my room. Moments after I made it to me room Hyunjin opened the door and climbed into bed with me pulling me towards him so he could hug me, we didn't talk about the events that had just happened because I drifted off to sleep almost instantly.

(A/N Can someone tell me whether this is okay please? I haven't proofread this so if there are any mistakes that's why.)