How many times will you lie to me?
I give up.
You've taken everything I can give.
I've fought for everything my whole life.
I get locked away in my mind.
I'm in a cage alone with thoughts that won't let me rest.
Nightmare after nightmare I scream for the best.
I don't deserve the best with what I've done.
I know I have been the worst.
I don't need to be reminded.
It echos through my mind.
The failure.
The hate.
The deep gashes of trauma.
Why won't anyone realize they can't hurt me more then I've hurt myself.
I don't need a blade to cause pain.
I just need to be left alone in silence.
