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Being suicidal doesn't mean I'm gonna kill myself. 
Being suicidal is a having this heavy unexplainable feeling which digs through your chest, as it digs through deeper inside, aching as you keep on living throughout the days.

It's waiting for your time to end as you keep on wishing that you didn't have to carry on and keep on suffering as you lived through .It's having to feel this pain, wishing that it'll eventually stop, having this incapabliliy of euphoria once in a while, wanting to ease the pain and feel happiness once again.

It doesn't mean I'm gonna kill myself ,simply means that in truth I wouldn't mind a bit if I died.

Still without grasping the point of life ,I've come to an epiphany that it's pointless to take a breath. 

"Then I'll help you live" those words of yours slipped through your mouth as you wore this somewhat expression of yours which made me intrigued.

Clenching my fists as you spoke, while I try so hard not to wipe off that smile of yours. You held out your hand towards me trying to reach through mine  as I quickly moved my hand which was inching closer to yours.

"And what if I don't need your help " I spat and the look at your face was still not changing .

You still held your expression as it was before ,quickly grabbing my hand pulling me up and towards you. I was agape at your actions ,my mind didn't even process not until you spoke and showed me that toothy grin of yours which caught me off guard

"Oh shut up I know you need it"

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I actually wanna make a story about this ~

Nana komatsu and Kento are actually two of my favorite Japanese actors ❤