i found this little gem i wrote a couple of years ago. enjoy.
I have no one to talk to when I get this bad.
It's not like I'm sad or anything, I just feel hopeless.
You tell me one thing but do another.
What am I to you? Was I ever even really important?
Or did you just need somebody to make you feel better?
I want to go up into the sky, disappear for a while.
Say hi to the stars and hug the moon.
She knows what it's like to be shining but only when in the spotlight.
I feel so alone but I have so many people who would listen to me.
But what's the point in listening if you don't hear?
I don't wanna be listened to, I wanna be heard.
I want to be special, the apple of your eye, the bright light in the tunnel.
Maybe I just want to be the fucking train that hits you.
Maybe I just want to be hit by the fucking train.
