Love Chocolate-Inazuma Ares/Orion x Reader \\one-shots//

(UC) [I'm Sorry] Ichihoshi Hikaru X Reader

UC-Unsweetened Chocolate-Angst

"third person point of view'

-alternative title: Love and Fear
-another alternative title: Infected Love
-yo imma bawl yer eye out for no nice reason
-warning for LOTS of bad things in here, if not comfortable get out

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A five years old girl lifted her head upwards to see the face of her father. (Eye color) hues sparkled and blinked in innocence as her father patted her head. She is waiting for at least a sentence uttered from the man who created her.

"Don't worry (Name), I'll come back for your sixth birthday," she calmly nodded as she watched her father's back disappeared when he closed the door. And that's the day the last time (Name) ever saw the man again.

He doesn't show up in her birthday, he didn't even make excuses for his absence to the girl's birthday. Two weeks after the promise is broken, poor (Name) have to see her mother wept in the kitchen with a 'divorce letter' in her hand, comes from the package that was sent to her house this morning. (Name) maybe young, but that doesn't mean she doesn't know how to spell. Having a dictionary is useful in this situation.

(Name) was forced to go to her room by her sobbing mother after her mother noticed her presence. It didn't truly matter anyway, that ungrateful father was never really close to (Name). She even forgot how ugly he might look now.

Her mother started to distance herself so she can worked hard and pay for the taxes and necessities like foods and clothes. (Name) often heard her mother muttering words when she thinks she's not around, as if chanting a one sentence mantra.

"I'msorry(Name)I'msorry(Name)..."

Since then she was often left at her neighbor's house to be taken care of. She grew very close to the resident's grandchild and considers them as her precious siblings. However, the relationship soon had to rot and withered away when the bias become clearer each day.

It becomes apparent that the resident had always loved and preferred (Name) more, forcing them to grow more bitter and hateful each day, often sending horrible backlashes to her as their envy and hatred for her, causing them to use a fake ego to hide their pain from the light of the world.

If only (Name) was brave enough. But she's just a six years old kid, what can she does while crying on the bed, wishing that she wants everything to be normal? Especially right after the moment before they turned their back from (Name), they uttered a familiar sentence that she often heard her mother said in the midnight.

"I'm sorry..."

When (Name) reached seven years old, the chaotic waves calmed down with Hikaru's help, a true friend she got and supported her in any ways along with his older brother. But that doesn't mean everything is going to be good again.

Right after she felt like she can finally catch a breather, a car accident took her friends away and she is forced to accept the horrific truth that she is alone once again. When the news bringer told her the news, their once stoic like a tombstone face softened.

"I'm sorry..."

She is forced to live her life without her friends supporting her. Sure, she got new friends as she grows up. But that doesn't mean her new friends don't have any problem as well.

One of (Name)'s friends was left alone by her older siblings, forcing her to get a job so she can pay her taxes and fend herself. Her parents refused to help too. (Name) couldn't bare the nausea feeling in her stomach when she thinks back of what her situation would be if her mother abandoned her after the divorce.