oh shit! oh shit! oh shit! i just had sex with my ex haha that rhymes not the point here. i can't believe i just had sex with Alejandro when i'm dating Kairi what am i gonna do i don't know who i want or what i want. god now would be a great time to call my dad maybe i still can. i got out of bed grabbed my phone put on some clothes left a note for my mom and Alejandro. i went to the park i sat on the bench and talked to my dad
Y-yea i'm dating kairi and i like him a lot but i also still feel something for Alejandro
Your dad talking to you from heaven-do what makes you happy if being with Kairi makes you happy then be with him being with Alejandro makes you happy be with him
Y-yea but they both make me happy i can't chose
D-i know you can't just figure it out take time you don't have to chose right now hon ok
Y-your right
D-everything will be fine
it was like i could hear my dads voice but something was telling me i need to be happy with the person who makes me happy. i don't know tho Alejandro makes me happy but so does Kairi.
I decided to head back home i was only at the park for like 30 minutes. i was walking home when i passed by Kairis house i wanted to surprise him so i knocked on the door. his little sister maiya opened it
Ma-y/n!
Y-hey maiya where's you're brother
Ma-upstairs come on
Maiya took me upstairs i knocked on the door
K-maiya go awayy
Y-it's not maiya
K-y/n
he opened the door and there i was standing there with a big smile on my face
K-baby your here. he opened his arms as i jumped on him
K-i missed you so much
Y-i missed you more
we hugged for a little while and he threw me on his bed
K-cuddle time
he got behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and put his head on my neck
K-i missed you so much
Y-i did too
i turned around and gave him a kiss. when me and him kissed it was different i felt something different from when i kiss Alejandro maybe i'm meant to be with Kairi. hours passed me and Kairi fell asleep together
Y-Kairi i have to go home now:(
K-no don't leave meee
Y-i'll come back tomorrow and me you Alvaro and Mattia can go get ice cream ok
K-ok ok fine i love you
Y-i love you too
i wasn't lying i did love Kairi i just had 3% of feelings for Alejandro. i headed home as i was walking i got a notification from instagram saying Alejandro posted
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