Famous Love

Hurt feelings

Elle.

''I don't feel the same way... you feel, about me." I told him.

''What?'' And there goes the disappointed face.

''You are picking that dude over me?'' He said

''I am not choosing anyone...'' I said but he interrupted me.

''Then who are you choosing. Huh! Who would love you more than I do? No one, Elle, no one. But you don't want me.''

''That's enough get out!''

'Please, I love you. Don't push me away Elle.''

''Get the fuck out Brandon. Stop forcing this! I don't love you...'' Shit. I hurt him.

''But Dana does and please, if you care about me, start hitting on her like with immediate effect and get the hell out of my house.'' I yelled at him and he left.

Finally that was out. I hated the feeling, I hated hurting him. But I convinced myself I did Dana a huge favour. Maybe Brandon will like her. I hope he will.

Apart from playing matchmaker, I had to do something about my love life. I have never fallen in love. I never loved my ex. Its probably the reason why the relationship ended. Brent was nice but I could not stop thinking of Liam's amazing voice.

Reconstruction of the hotel went fast. After like two weeks it was alright. Back to working, finally. This two weeks 'holiday' made me realize my life is so boring. Apart from going out to drink and eat, with Simon my gay friend, I had no friends or family nearby to spend time with.

Brent tirelessly offered to go out with me but I  kept on rejecting his offers. He even came to my apartment several times.

I would like some adventure in my life and working at the bar everyday, well apart from sundays, was making it harder to fulfil my dream. Going out with Brent would be a cool adventure but I don't trust him. Famous and rich people are surprising people.

We were starting work on a saturday. Urgh! My worst day of work! But it felt great to be back. I noticed Brandon didn't report to work. Maybe I broke him. I called him but he did not answer. It went straight to voicemail.

I asked Dana if he knew where he was or if they had talked for the past few days but she ignored me. This day was not going to well. The bar didn't recieve much customers. On a saturday?

Things had change. It felt different. For me it did. With the Brandon and Dana situation and on top of that a moody Anna pissing me off as always.

Then Brent showed up. He didn't come with his band mates. I figured he was here for me. After I rejected his date offers probably like a million times, I was shocked to see him back for more rejections.

I was at the counter and Dana made sure she was standing far away from me. Even though there weren't alot of customers she made herself very busy.

Then Brent approached us.

''Hey beautiful. You get prettier every day.'' He said smiling at me.

''Can I get you anything?'' I asked him

''Yeah. Just one date and I'll stop disturbing.''

''Really!'' I couldn't believe him. Dana sighed. I looked at her, she was wiping the table. She tossed the table cloth on the table, rolled her eyes and left.

''Excuse me for one second.'' I told Brent then followed Dana.

''Hold up Dana.'' She went in the washroom and I got in too.

''Dana!'' She turned around.

''What the fuck is wrong with you?'' She said

What did I do to make her this furious? She has never been mad at me or yelled at me.

''Ok, please I don't undersatand why you are so mad at me, what did I do?''

''I thought you were a friend, my friend. You didn't have to...'' She stopped.

''Have to what?''

''Why did you tell him I had feelings for him? How did you even know?'' It was kinda obvious. She continued, ''Now you've made everything worse."

''How Dana? How did I make it worse? I thought I'd help you and maybe he'd admit he loves you too?''

'Well he doesn't love me. And I was the one who had to confess. You know what he told me? He said you were the only one, the only person in his heart and he'll never stop loving you even if you keep on rejecting him.'' Tears started rolling down her cheeks.

''I don't love him.'' I repiled trying to make things better.

''Well guess what, it doesn't matter. He'll never love me and it's your fault.''

''How is it my fault?''

I never forced him to love me. Never thought I would ever fight with Dana, over a boy. How would I solve this?