Shooting with Matthew Espinosa + magcon

Dirty

We walk up stairs and turn right and end up in his room.
He turns in his Bluetooth speaker and puts on "I don't F**k with you"
I sit on his bed. He goes to his dresser and pulls out things and puts it in his luggage. He must be packing for magcon, when we leave which is in 2 days
I get up and start dancing. Then I wrap to the song.
"I gotta trillion million things that I'd rather fucking do"
"Lil stupid ass bitch I don't give a fu- I don't give a fu- I don't I don't give a fu-"
"I don't give a fuck about you or anything that you do, don't give a fuck about me"
"I heard you gotta a new man I see you taken a pic then you post it up think it's making me sick
"I gotta million things on my mind- millions dh dh ighhftv difgjgt jd isn'tdh" I didn't know the rest of the words
I just dance to the rest of the song.
The next song that comes on is "grind on me." Of course. Matt. Of course.
He gets up and goes to his phone but I stop him.
"You wanna see" I asks, he licks his lips and nods.
I step back 7 steps and do a handstand and do a body roll type thing. Then the grind thing or whatever. I stop and stand up. He looks so focused right now. I go up and kiss the corner of his mouth.
"My turn" I whisper in he ear.
"What do you mean?" He asks
"You have to do it now." I say
He takes off his shirt and says "your in for a treat Cara." He says
The verse comes and he does the handstand and the body roll, then started grinding.
He keeps doing it... And never stops
"Okay matt." I say
He stops after I ask for the 10th time.
The song ends.
He comes up to me and gives me an aggressive kiss on my mouth. I put my hands on his chest and push him on the bed. I climb on top of him and straddle him. I go to his neck. I suck on his neck aggressively.
Tonight I think I might break out of my shell, and give him what he needs, but I don't want to come off as a whore or a slut.
I hear a moan escape from his mouth.
I kiss his lips softly.
He then flips us over. He sucks on my collar bone then goes to my neck and meets back at my lips.
We break away and breathe. He looks into my eyes still huffing out air.
"You're an amazing kisser" he stated
"Matt ....you are too." I say
" do you want to go all the way?" He asks
I nod, he then attacks my lips once again. And goes down to my collar bone. He moves his hands up my shirt and pulls it over my head. His shirt is already off so I don't have to worry about that.
He goes down to my pants and unbuttons them. He pull them all the way off. He looks at me and I just smile and nod. I sit up and look down at his kaki shorts. I unbutton them and pull them down. He pushes me back on the bed and attacks me and kisses me all over my body.
I sit up, he reaches behind my back and unclipped my bra. I throw it on the ground. I look back over to see matt staring at my boobs. I pull him in so our chests are together and he kisses my neck.
""Wait, matt .......*sigh*.........are you a virgin, I heard nash saying that you just ........use girls, I want to make sure my first time........is with someone that cares as much as me." I say while he is still sucking on my neck.
"I'm a virgin, nash just wants to get in your pants, he likes you." He mumbles in my neck.
"Okay ..matt I trust you" I say
He sets up and puts his hands on my thighs. He rubs them up to my upper stomach. He looks at me and I nod. He then goes up to my boobs. He massages them and I moan. He smirks
He then goes down and sucks on them.
I wrap my legs around his torso. I flip us over. I suck on his neck. And leave small kisses going down his chest and stopping at his boxers. I put my fingers in the hem of them and pull them down. I look at it. Then at him. He looks nervous right now.
"How about you take control, I have no idea what to do." I say
"Fine with me" he says flipping us over. He rubs his fingers at the hem of my underwear teasing me a bit. Then looks in my eyes. I nod
He pulls them down and puts the condom on that was on the in-table.
I'm actually pretty nervous right now. But he does too.
He slips it on.
"You sure, Cara, we don't have to if you don't want to?"he says
"I'm fine Matt, I'm ready." I say
He nods and looks down and back up to my eyes. I nod then he nods. Then he inserts.
******not going to go into depth with that
"That........was......soo....."matt says in between breaths "gooood" I finish his sentence.
He looks down at me and smiles.
" I'm glad you're my first." Matt says
"Same." I say still huffing.
We just stayed in that position until we fell sleep.
I woke up to matt beside me and had his arms wrapped around me.
He is still asleep. I decided to stay that way cause I was way to comfortable to move.
I turn around so I'm facing him. Taking in all of his features. I then look at his lips. I just want them so bad right now. I lean in and kiss him. He opens his eyes and immediately kisses back. He grabs my neck and deepens it. I get on top of him and straddle him. But then collapse on him. I'm REALLY sore.
"Ow." I say in a whisper against his lips.
"What?" He says in my lips.
"I'm really sore Matt." I say in a painful tone.
"Oh yeah, sorry bout that." He says pulling away.
"It's fine I say laying back down beside him.
"You were amazing you know that?" He asks
"Matt, that was the best night of my existence."
"Me too Cara, you are truly the love of my life and I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I love you cara."