Clearing Things Up with Nash

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I never went back to sleep that night. I know nash wouldn't do that. I'm just a lil freaked out I guess.
All of the boys left and it is now just matt and I.
"You alright?" He asks.
"Ya, I'm just going to take a walk around." I say and open the door.
"You want me to come?" He asks
I shake my head,
"I'll be quick." I say and close the door.
I go to the elevator and go all the way to the roof again.
I look out into the dark sky.I go to the edge of the building and look down.
I walk back to the elevator and go back down to our floor. When the elevator doors open I see Nash opening his door. He looks at me and frowned.
"Hold on wait, we need to talk." I say and he nods and closes the door.
"Let's go..... To the roof?" I ask and he nods.
We stand in in the elevator in silence. We eventually get to the roof and walk out. We walk to the edge of the roof.
"Listen I'm sorry if i creeped you out Cara." He says
"It's fine Nash, I know how you feel, I mean you are great, it's just matt makes me feel another way than you do." I say
"What? By slapping you?" He says with frustration.
"Listen Nash, that's none of your business, and he is going to counseling to get help." I say
"It is my business, you know why? Who was taking care of you? Who was there for you? I know you don't feel the same way but I love you cara." He says with his head down.
I sigh. "I love you Nash, just not the romantic way." I say
I bring him into a hug. He eventually wrapped his arms around me. I put my head in his chest. His hands started lowering to my butt. I took his hands and held them.
Looking into his eyes, his eyes are brimming with tears. I start to tear up too.
"Don't cry Cara." He says and wipes the tears on my cheek with his thumb.
"I hate that your sad." I say
"Hey, if I'm around you, I'm happy, friends?" He says and holds out his pinky.
I smile "friends" I say as we interwind our fingers.

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