𝑻𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑻𝒐 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑴𝒐𝒐𝒏 || 𝑱.𝑱𝑲

𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓: 𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒚 𝒕𝒘𝒐

⚠️⚠️Long chapter⚠️⚠️

{A/n note: One week ago Jimin, Yoongi, Jennie, Rosé, and Y/n went back to her house to get her clothes and other things since she'll be living there. I forgot to add that in.}

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Y/n's Pov:

After dinner I went back into my room and got ready for bed. I put on my pj's and lay in my bed trying to fall asleep. But I just couldn't seem to. My mind was thinking about Jungkook and what happened in the hallway.

My heart would race just thinking about it then I remembered something. I heard a voice and it sounded like it was in my head or something. It was also yelling something I think.

Out of curiosity I wanted to see if it would respond to me if I said something to it. *Hello? Is anybody there?* I asked in my head. It took a couple of seconds until I heard it respond.*Hey! I'm your inner wolf.* It said.

*Wait what the hell?! You're actually talking right now?!* I freaked out.

*Yes I am but don't worry this is suppose to happen.* She said trying to calm me down.

*What do you mean?* I was confused.

*I mean that every wolf speaks to their other half such as our brother, his wolf speaks to him too.* She explained.

*Ohhh okay that's pretty cool.* I nodding my head then I remembered she said something before but I couldn't recall it.

*What did you say when I was in the hallway?* I asked her. *Oh yeah we found our mate!! We should go find him!* She was excited to see him but I quickly rejected.

*No. I don't want see him.* I said irritated just the mention of him. *What? Why not?* She wined.

*I just don't want to see him. Okay?* I said somewhat annoyed.

*Thats not an answer. C'mon there's obviously a reason cause of how quickly tense you got. Just tell me it's not like I'm going to tell anybody and remember I'm a part of you so you can tell me anything.* She reassured me.

I mean she's not wrong so I told her everything that happened to me before she woke up from her slumber. And all she did was just listen.

*Hmm...* She hummed uncertainly. *What? Why did you hum?* I pose. *You didn't tell me the whole truth did you? Or didn't tell me the exact reason? I can feel that you're hiding something.* She said suspicious of me.

I got nervous but continued to convince her what I told her before. *What n-no I told you already. He lied to me and kept m-my whole identity a secret and forced the others not t-to tell me.* I cursed at myself for stuttering.

*Y/n I said this already, you don't have to keep secrets from me and lying to me won't get you anywhere unless you tell me the truth. I know that, that isn't the real reason because from what we both feel, you still love him it's just you're scared of something but I won't be able to help you unless you tell me.* She encouraged.

I sighed defeated. There is no point lying to her since she already knows that isn't the truth. I hesitated at first but then I began to say, *Before I met Jungkook, I use to have a boyfriend in my Junior year of high school. He made me feel so special and felt like I was the only girl that he loved in the entire world. He would take me out on dates and would come over my house whenever I felt alone or sick or he would just come to see me. He made me feel like I was finally loved by someone. But then he started to act different. By different I mean he wouldn't text me in the morning like he use to or would ignore my calls. I thought he might be busy so I just ignored it and waited until he called me back. Sometimes he did but other times he didn't. Until he wouldn't anymore. I was confused why he was being this way so I confronted him about it but that just led to a big argument to the point where he put his hands on me. He slapped me and called me worthless. He beat me to the ground every time I tried to get up but then he grabbed my hair and pulled it back making me lean up against him and told me right in my ear that I was just something to mess with until he got bored and cheated on me many, many times. He left me broken. The next day I went to school and he told everybody that I was a slut and that I cheated on him with older guys. And for the rest of my school year everybody would call me names and sometimes would beat me up. Then that's why I learned martial arts to defend myself just incase. And ever since then I became very cold towards people and distant myself from everyone and not only that but I've been scared to fall in love again. I never told Jimin about this because I didn't want cause him much trouble since he was in college.* I told her everything.