𝑻𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑻𝒐 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑴𝒐𝒐𝒏 || 𝑱.𝑱𝑲

𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓: 𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒚 𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

"He could have killed you, Y/n, how can you be so nonchalant about it?" He asked upon my reaction, confused. "Because I'm not afraid to die." I simply answered and that's when he pulled my arm back with a little force. I looked at him annoyed for messing up my buttons. "You're not afraid to die? Is that what you just said to me?" I've never seen Jungkook so serious or upset until now.

I stare at him for a moment not knowing what to say next. "Are you serious Y/n? I'm trying to protect you and make sure you're safe yet you don't care?" He glared at me but continued. "I just got you Y/n, I'm not planning on losing you after I finally get to be with you and to hold you in my arms. I shouldn't have to worry and wonder if this is the last time I'm going to get to see you, hold you or even kiss you again." He shook his head as he named the things. "You don't think I know that? Look, I know you don't want to lose me..." he turned away from me running his hands through his hair out of frustration but I run in front of him and continue. "...but I'm sorry if I'm willing to put my life in danger to protect the ones who need my help." I finished as he looked at me with hurt and somewhat anger written on his face as I held his cheeks so he wouldn't turn away from me again.

"But what about us?" He gently wrapped his hands around my wrists as I looked at him confused. "See that's the problem ... y-you don't care about getting hurt. But you know how I'll feel? I'll be devastated. And if you die, I will literally go out of my freaking mind. You see that doesn't happen to you, Y/n, that happens to everyone around you, okay? To all the people left standing at your funeral. Trying to figure out how their gonna live the rest of their lives now without you in it." He firmly said as he pulled my hands away from him. I looked at him with pitiful eyes as he took a deep breath calming his nerves. "Just the thought of you...g-gone just makes me...I-I..." He couldn't finish his sentence as he ran his hand through his hair in frustration, but I could hear how hurt he was and that made my heart ache so I quickly hugged him and he instantly hugged me back. His head in the crook of my neck inhaling my scent as my hand went through his soft hair. "You are not going to lose me okay? I promise to look out for myself, I swear." I quickly said and pulled away to look at his face but he quickly turned his head away from me. "Bub, please look at me." I cupped his face but he kept his eyes down. "Babe look at me." He slowly lifted his gaze up to me and finally I meet his teary eyes with my dried ones.

"You are not going to lose me." I said while deeply looking into his eyes. "I love you, Jungkook, I'll give my life for you and you're the reason I'm still here." I said as my voice cracked a little trying to hold in the tears. Just seeing him like this makes my heart ache. I leaned in and kissed his soft lips as he slowly kissed me back. The kiss was slow and passionate filled with so much love. He frowned his eyebrows as he kissed me deeply moving his head to the side wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me closer. We gently pulled away as we tried to catch our breaths. "I love you, Y/n." Jungkook said whole-heartedly. I smiled and responded, "I love you too."

Two days later: (Announcement)

I'm currently getting ready for the announcement of me becoming the packs future Luna. I can't tell you how nervous I am but Jungkook has been helping me stay calm. Ever since that night he's been very protective and possessive of me. He doesn't like the boys hanging around me a lot which is weird cause that wasn't a problem before but now he's just... I don't know...

I'm standing in the mirror doing my makeup so I could match my dress. Once I finished I did my hair.