The lost girl of Neverland

Chapter 27

Pov Peter

I knock on Emily's door. ''Love? Are you there? I wanted to apologize.'' I then feel like a part of me was sucked away from me. No no no no this can't be true. Someone left Neverland. The only person who would is Emily. I kick the door in, it's empty. No please no. This is all my fault. I scream and punch a hole in the wall. ''FUCK!'' I look at my knuckles and they are bleeding, I don't care right now. I need to let my anger out, I punch more and more against the wall sometimes making a hole in it. I let myself lean back against the wall and begin to cry. Why does this has to happen to me?! Why her? I hated it when she lost her brother, I saw him as my own little brother. I had to lose him and now the same happend with her. I remember her first day here, she was so happy and beautiful. I smile a little, the way the sun was shining on her face the day at the lake. I know I kissed her a lot but the day when she almost died it felt different, like I was the happiest person on earth and nobody would stop me. But now she's gone, and I can't do anything about. I could go to her house but she would just shut me out just like Wendy did. Why did I think this time would be different!? I knew I never should have brought her here. Girls only bring me pain and sadness. Not love, that's just some stupid fairy tale with no happy end. Because if this is what it feels like to be in love, then I don't want to feel it ever again. Yes you heard that right I love her, I love Emily Gilbert. And I was stupid enough to let it control me. I saved her life so many times and the first thing she does is putting her own life in danger! I hate being in love! This is exactly the reason why I swore to never fall in love ever again, at the end of the story you only end up getting hurt and fucked up. I hear hook and his men scream on the ship outside, I don't feel bad for them. They are pirates after all. I stare at the first dress I gave her when she came here. No she's gone. I sigh, what's the point of emotions when the only person who let you feel it all is gone? I stare at the dress and something in me just turned off, my emotions were gone. I then hear a voice I thought I would never hear again. ''PETER!'' I smirk and walk through the whole in the house were the door used to be.  

Pov Emily

''PETER!!'' I look everywhere on my way to the house. I'm almost there so I begin to run, please be there. I didn't want this too happen. I'm not even sure if I wanna leave this place for got sake! I arrive at the house and see Peter standing there. A wave of relief goes through my body. Pfew he is here. There is something different about him, something dark. I stand still, while I keep my distance. I can't see his face because of the shadow from the trees. ''Peter? Is everything okay?'' I mentally face palm myself. Of course he's not okay. Peter chuckles, not how he normally does, it's dark and almost terrifying. ''You know I loved you Emily, I really did.'' What did he say? He loved me?! Maybe there is still hope, I smile at him. ''Yeah you heard that right, but then I remembered you are just the same as Wendy. I fall in love and the moment I think I'm finally getting happy, truly happy. You just step on my heart like it's nothing.'' And there goes my hope. So he's blaming me for his actions?! I'm not letting him getting away with this. ''First of all, I'm nothing like her! I didn't want to leave this place! It was you who made me do this! If you didn't acted so jealous because of Harry's hickey and stuff then this wouldn't be happening at all!!'' A sarcastic laugh escapes his mouth. ''Funny how you think this is all my fault. Do you even understand how I felt when I saw you with Harry!! It felt like you betrayed me and a part of me just died. Do you have any idea what that feels like!!'' I can't believe this guy. I scoff and tears are already filling my eyes. I let out an sarcastic laugh. ''If I know what that feels like?'' I shake my head and look back at him. Did he seriously just say that?! ''OF COURSE I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE! I WATCHED MY FUCKING BROTHER DIE!'' I yell at him with tears floating down my face. I calmed down a little. ''I understand that I hurt you when I made a plan with Harry but again, nothing happened!'' ''Even if nothing happened! It broke my heart to see you like that! So yes I got angry and said some things I didn't mean, but that's how much control you have over me!!'' ''And I'm still here that's how much control you have over me!!'' He stays silent. I sigh. ''It wasn't your fault Peter, Hook was the one who killed Jack not you!!'' He scoffs. ''You're unbelievable! I acted like an asshole, I'm the reason why Jack is dead!! And you find someone else to blame!'' ''You want me to blame you?'' I scoff. ''Easy, done. You screwed up Peter, again!!'' He trows his arms in the air. ''Thank you!!'' I sigh. ''This isn't you Peter, I'm not going anywhere until you stop this bullshit!!'' ''Good luck with that, it's not gonna work.'' I roll my eyes. ''Then I will try it again and again until you finally accept it!!" "Then I have bad news for you, that's not gonna work!" I sigh and look him in his eyes. "I have bad news for you too Peter, because I'm not going anywhere. So you either calm the fuck down or you do this shit all over again but worse because this time you have no emotions at all!!" The wind is blowing harder with the second. "WHY WOULD YOU!" "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!" "THEN STOP LOVING ME!" I run my hands through my hair. "I CAN'T!" It's true, I love him. I love Peter Pan. I smile at him. "I love you, Peter." He only stares at me. His face is like a mix of emotions. He walks up to me soaked from the rain. "I love yo-" He presses his lips on mine. I close my eyes and kiss back. It feels like I'm the happiest person in the world. After a few minutes we pull back. I look in Peter's eyes and they turned back to his normal green. He smiles wide at me. He then flies away screaming like a little kid. I laugh. I look around and see the clouds turning white again. The rain slowly stops and the wind has died down. Peter flies straight towards me but he doesn't slow down. "Peter what ar- AAH!" I yell when he grabs my waist and flies higher. I hold on him tightly while he laughs. I relax and laugh too. I look around and the sky is so pretty. Then the boys cross my mind. "We have to go to the boys!" "Oh fuck." He flies to the camp and we walk inside to see that some of them are sleeping. How could they sleep in that weather?! I shrug my shoulders and walk up to them. "Hey, are you okay?" ''Where's Peter?'' Nibs asks with a sleepy voice. ''I'm here buddy.'' Nibs stands up and hugs Peter. ''I thought we lost you again.'' Peter kneels in front of him and smiles. ''Don't worry, that isn't gonna happen.'' ''Why not?'' Peter smiles and looks at me. ''Because this time I have the most beautiful girl in the world standing next to me.''