My Lover Part 2 [lgbt]

Seeing her..

I rode down the street in my new car thinking about Tasha and Tyrone, i really needed to see my babies i was missing them like crazy. I passed by her house only to see MIkes car inthe drive way. I immediately got mad as hell, i didnt understand why. What if she took him back? He's just the father to Tyrone , she doesnt want him. Maybe their working on things. So many things went through my mind and i wanted to find out. I needed to know if im setting myself up for something thats no longer there. I made a three point turn and sped down to her house. I park on the curb and jumped out. My mind was going a mile a minute . Part of me was so happy that ive got the guts to actually come to her house then the other part is scared because i dont know if my heart is about to be broken for the second time.

I got to the door and knocked softly on it. After a few mintues , Tasha came to the door and i couldnt blink. She had changed over the months ! She still had the same size but inthe face she looked different. She had longer curly hair and it was dyed to a dark orange color and she had light brown contacts in. She was dressed in a all black pantsuit. Tasha was looking absolutely great and i could see she was stunned as hell to see me.

"TAE? Is that you?", She screamed and ran in my arms. I felt the tears fell and i hugged her back tight as hell. I missed this girl so fucking much that i got emotional. We hugged for what seemed like hours but then i seen Mike come to the door.

"Oh , its you", He said in a slight attitude before walking away. I didnt even pay him any attention i just closed my eyes and held on to Tasha. She leaned her head back and smiled but then she started frowning. Tasha pushed me off her and started punching me in my arms then slapped the fuck outta me and i almost fell.

"Thats for fucking LEAVING ME! What the fuck was wrong with you? I missed you Tae! That was soooooo wrong of you!", she screamed at me and i rubbed my arms silently. I knew she was going to be mad at some point, now it was time to explain.

"Can we go inthe house so we can talk ma?", i asked her feeling great to be around her. She nodded and i followed her to her room inthe back. Mike was holding little Tyrone in the living room but i didnt say shit to that nigga. Once we got in her room , she closed her door as i sat on the edge of the bed. I sighed heavily looking up at Tasha.

"You look different ma", i said to her. i dont know why but i got nervous being around her..

"I needed a change", she said walking up to me. "So explain..", she said getting straight to the point.

"I just felt bad after Asia had found me ma, I didnt want you to get hurt because the bitch is crazy and grimey as hell. I didnt want you to be apart of the bullshit. After the day she fucked up ya car , i had to move out to start a plan. im trying to get rid of her", I told her staring down at her thighs.

"Tae , i dont give a fuck about that bitch, WE , us , me and you? were TOGETHER! You cant just up and leave . we was in this together Tae, you had my back and i had yours. What ever happened we couldve got through it. You wouldnt understand how bad i felt when i came home and saw all yo shit gone, it hurt!", she yelled at me. I started to feel bad all over again.

"Im sorry ma, i really am. I missed you so much that everynow and then i would call you just to hear ya voice then hang up. I needed you but i knew Asia wouldnt let me be happy without her in the picture", i told her pulling her on my lap.

"Tae , i love you... I feel where you coming from but i was here to stay.. we couldve fight together", she told me as a tear fell. I kissed it and stared up in her eyes. i leaned in and kissed her lips. I missed her so much. Tasha deepened the kiss and i felt myself getting horny which wasnt a good thing at the time.

"Where have you been?", she asked me breaking the kiss. I didnt know how to tell her that i took my ex back. My heart started to beat fast.

"I.. I uhhm.. I kinda stay at the beach now.... with Asia", I told her preparing myself for what could happen next.

"You living with the bitch who bust my fucking windows? the same bitch that tried to kill you? what the fuck man ! Now you here kissing on me telling me you miss me ? Thats bullshit, get the fuck out", She shouted and my heart dropped. Tasha stood up and charged to the door holding it open for me. "GET THE FUCK OUT!", she screamed with tears streaming down.

"Tasha please, im trying to leave her..let me explain ma", I stood up walking towards her. I tried to grab her arm but she snatched it away from me.

"Leave", She said softly looking away. The tears were streaming and i walked past her and out the front door. I got to my car and bang my fist on the steering wheel , cussing myself out.

"Imma get you back ma, just watch..", i drove off blasting my song 'Recognize'.