My Lover Part 2 [lgbt]

What to do?

Yesterday kept replaying in my head over and over again. I didn't know what to do at this point, I just cant believe Tasha kicked me out. I felt like shit but i couldnt sit there and lie to her face, i just couldnt do it. Now she doesnt want me anymore, or maybe i should just give her time. I felt myself getting aggravated with each day that pass and i just wanted to leave Asia. We were laying around inthe house just chilling watching movies. The bell had rung and Asia's ass was texting away on her phone so i got up. I walked down stairs and up to the front door. Looking through the hole , i didnt recognize who the the man was . Unlocking it, i swunged it open and came face to face to some nigga holding up flowers.

"Wassup man? Whatcha want?", i asked curious. He held up his wrist to look at his watch then back up at me.

"Um, is Asia here? Im kinda running late for work but I came here to drop these flowers off", He told me . I cocked my head to the side and sucked in the cool air from outside.

"ASIA BRING YOUR ASS DOWN HERE NOW!", I yelled for her loud enough to hear me.

"Say man, who are you?", i asked looking him up and down. He was dressed in a grey suit and a red tie, must be some business man. I heard Asia running her ass down stairs asking me what the hell i wanted until she came to see who was at the door.

"Chuck? umm, What are you doing here?", She asked him looking surprised. I tap my fingers against the back of the door and watched the both of them.

"Didnt you ask me to come by lastnight? Well i told you i couldnt make it and that I'd stop by before work.. These are for you though", He told her handing her a bunch of red roses. I snatched the roses from him and took the card from out of the middle. It read 'To the girl who've stolen my heart in 8 months, i love you'.

"You know you one dirty ass bitch! I cant stand the sight of you right now ", I said as calmly as i could before throwing the roses back at her . "Aye, man i hope you enjoy all your time with this lyin ass bitch", I told ole dude before turning to get my shit from upstairs. I left her ass downstairs with her man . I didnt even see a reason to dead the bitch anymore. I just wanted to get Tasha and Tyrone and just leave away from here .. They been together for a good lil minute but its aight, these hoes aint loyal. Even though i was faking everything the shit still hurts. I hated my love life now, its like a bitch cant ever be fucking happy.

After a few minutes of packing my shit , i headed downstairs to the kitchen to get my car keys. Asia was standing inthe middle of the living room holding the roses in one hand staring at me. All i know was she better not say shit to me.

"Tae, im sorry. I was unloyal to you since the day you came back in my life. I didnt think you would stay with me, im dearly sorry. I dont want you to leave baby please stay with me", She said walking up to me . I dont know what came over me but i just fucking lost it completely. I just couldnt take the disrespect, the unfaithfullness, all the bullshit ass lies. I was to through with it on my mama. I dropped everything i had and cocked my hand back to slap the living shit outta her.

Never in my life have i put my hands on Asia or on any other female but this bitch right here just took me to  my breaking point. Asia fell to the floor crying and i didnt even give a flying fuck about the bitch anymore. I wanted to so badly to stomp this bitch but instead i just looked at her with disguest.

"I FUCKING HATE YOU! BITCH IM DONE WITH YOU! STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!", i screamed at her.

"Tae pleeeeease stop baby we can work this out!", she cried holding on to my ankle. I kicked her ass off me.

"Didnt i say stay the fuck away from me? Leave me alone Asia , you done fucked all the way up! You stole from me , tried to kill me and now you been cheating the whole fucking time, and then its with a NIGGA? Bitch youre DEAD to me , i swear to fucking God you come around me ill slit yo fucking throat my damn self. fucking grimey ass hoe", I said grabbing my shit and throwing her house key at her. I left her ass crying on the kitchen floor as i put my stuff in the trunk of my car and got in. I didnt have anywhere to go at this point.

Asia fucked up and Tasha didnt want me, i could go back to my apartment but i know ill have the urge to see Tasha but i k new she wouldnt let me inthe house. I didnt have anyone to turn to , anywhere else to go . My life is all fucked up because of that bitch. A part of me was starting to wish i died that day Asia shot me...