Dricki always and forever

Test of strength

(Rihanna p.o.v)

I know what you're saying why you staying with him it's one word it's called love to me it wasn't a joke when I said it I was being real and just because someone makes a mistake doesn't mean you stop loving them or leave when times get hard you keep going keep trying people don't understand its beauty in the struggle we ain't picture perfect but we trying and we then came a long way too bad we went the wrong way we finally turned around ive been so strong but I swear I'm about to break I just want a life with no stress, no lies ,no drama is that to much to ask just the perfect little picture of a family we use to draw as kids big house picket fence and a dog ..... now I finally understood why you could never see inside because it's never as pretty as the outside just as with humans we smile to hide the pain or laugh to keep from crying we keep our feelings so locked up we become numb to love , pain and happiness and it all starts to feel the same if you see my tears fall just know your important to me .....chris im talking to you why aren't you listening are you thinking of another ...... why can't I trust you why why why

Chris- wake up your talking in your sleep again

I got up

Chris- you good

Rihanna- yea just got a lot on my mental

Chris- bout us

Rihanna- Chris I love you but this is tearing me up on the inside I just want us back the way we use to be you know before the bullshit happened all you gotta do is get help atleast stop drinking

Chris- I mean it ain't as easy as you try to make it sound I then did a lot of dirt I already know that I'm a sinner I know it's some shit that you'll never forget and I know somedays you love me somedays you hate me if you ask me they both feel the same nowadays ...... Look I know i blow up easily but please just know
I never meant to cause you any pain

Rihanna- I can't lie the past will always be with me the good and bad I ain't saying I forgive you but I know that's what needs to happen before we both say forget it and say our last farewell

Chris- I can't live like this no more...... us sitting round being bitter secretly hating each other but nobody wants to let go..... lets let go before we cause anymore damage than we already have

Rihanna- so you calling the shots now why can't you just change your ways you know stop all the drinking and cheating

Chris- look we all got angels and we all got demons and babygirl you ain't this angel you fronting to be lets not forget about the child that I took care of for all these years that ain't even mine

Rihanna- I can tell that came from the heart and that may be how you really feel about the situation but if you think that's gone make me cry don't be so sure lets not forget about my black eye the countless lies And oh yea all the sidelines

Chris- your pathetic you can't even decifer your feelings you hate me so much but love me so much you don't want to let me go if you can't forgive me for my past then why you holding on

Rihanna- no I hate your ways I hate the way you treat me I hate the way we can't have a conversation with out you insulting me but Chris even tho I don't want to I will always love you

Chris- I'm tired of this shit I'm done I'm tired of this whole fake it to you make it front we put on then we gotta act all happy to the public lets just end it now before we make scars that past repair

Rihanna- you know what you wanna give up on us so be it don't say I didn't try all I wanted was for you to love me like I love you but I guess that's too much to ask

Chris- don't even say that I wouldn't have proposed if I didn't love you like you love me but with all our dirty lil secrets to tell the truth I just ain't happy no more and you ain't happy ethier don't even lie