Nothing Without You [Wanna One Daniel]

Time to forget everything

You still thinking about yesterday. About what Daniel told you. You finally know your place. It is just a dream. How can a fan married to her idol... It is impossible. And a fan should stop dreaming about marrying their idol. It is the time to wake up from the dreamland. You looked around you shared house with Daniel. You recalled the memory the first time you know him...the first time you meet him...the first day you live with him and the first time he scolded you. Yes, it is the time to call it a past story. A nice past memory maybe. You can't hate Daniel. Because what he said is right. You are happy that you stan a good boy. 

Today, Daniel went to his agency for work. You take a look at his room. It is a bit messy. Dirty clothes on the bed and some on the floor. So, you decided to clean his room. You do it not because you pity of him or what. You felt that maybe you should do it because you won't have the next chance to do it for him. As a wife, at least you should do something that a wife should do... That's what you think. After clean up his room, you go to your room. You put all your stuff into the baggage. You already told everything to you mother. She didn't question you and just told to come home. She also said that she really sorry for causing you in a complicated life during the phone call and told you to don't worry about it anymore because she will take care of the rest.

After finished packing your stuff, you called your mother and wait for her to pick you at the house.

*Daniel pov
I wake up as usual and go to work like the normal day. I still think of yesterday and ask myself if that is the right decision. I sigh and continued drive to Yuna's home. I called Yuna  cuz I already arrive at her apartment and waiting for her. But, it is strange. Because it is the first time she didn't pick up my call. I called her multiple times still no answer. So, I decided to go into her house. I press the code of her house and open the door. Her house is a mess and it is really surprised me. I can't believe that the view I just see. She slept with other man. I just stood there... don't know what to do. Then, the man turn around and he is the famous actor, Nam Joo Hyuk. Not long after that, Yuna wake up and I can't tell that she is surprised seeing me in her house.

Joohyuk : "...wh...whoo...are you" ( with sleepy eyes )

I don't why but I don't know what's right emotions should I show. I just bowed to him and Yuna then get out from her house. I can hear Yuna footsteps running towards me from behind and calling my name. But, I don't care and just keep walking without I know that my face already wet with my tears. She reached me and said sorry, it not what its look like.

Daniel : what do you mean? You mean he is just one night stand? Please Yuna... I already done many things for you and...and...I...I...I also get rid of marriage because of you. Do you know how it is difficult for me...Even I married, I choose you and left her...but.......fine...how long it is already?

Yuna : I am really sorry... Please forgive me...I am really sorry for causing you trouble but since you became trainee and chasing your dream...did you know that the whole time you ignore me??? I know, it sound selfish to you. But, a relationship is about two person. You said you will always there for me no matter what...but that day...did you know I have a hard time because dating you... The girls bullying me for dating you and said I am not good enough for you... I called you but you said you need to attend the dance practice or else the teacher will punish you... You promised to always there for me even though it is difficult but...that day I meet Joohyuk. He helped me...and starting that day...he always spend time for me. It is difficult for him too but...he always tried his best and I felt sorry to him. You are too busy chasing your dream and left me behind.

I realized that in the entire life...I am the jerk and the selfish one. I didn't even notice that I am actually a cruel person who act nice. I looked at Yuna and wish her to be always happy and sorry for not being the good boyfriend to her.

*Sorry it's not good enough. Forgive me for the spelling errors and grammar errors.
Will end this book soon...