My Lover ✅

Safe

Rosé POV
February  6th

"Rosieee! Can you go to the store for us?" Jisoo unnie gives her puppy eyes
"Sure! I wanted to go out anyways" I smile.
"Manager Unnie can I-"
"Yes yes go out I allow you" she says handing me my mask and my hat almost kicking me out of the dorm I laugh at her action
"What do you guys want me to get?" I peek my head into the door
"Ramen!" Jisoo unnie shouts from the living room
"We all want ramen" manager unnie says giving me a smile before closing the door.
"What's with them?" I shake my head smiling
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"Finally!" I whisper to myself, the convenient store near our dorm was closed so I had to walk to a whole another street
I walk inside grabbing a basket near the check out area walking towards the instant food isles
"Ah! There you are!" I point to My memebers' favorite brand of ramen
I reach and grab 10 noodles throwing them in my basket, next I wanted to buy them drinks
"Soda or soft drink?" I mutter to myself
"They will like soda better" Yes you are righ-
is that NO NO NO NO NO-
"How have you been... Chae"  he casually scans through the ramen section next to me... like nothing happened.
This scent... I missed it so much
I can't even imagine how I've gave him a hard time... as much as I tried to distract myself in these 2 weeks I always ended up imagining him with me. Was this my imagination? I can even smell him this time...
I stretch my arm over to the imaginary person standing in front of me
My hands reaching closer and closer, My hands touch the warm skin WAIT A MINUTE! DID I JUST TOUCH MY IMAGINATI-
OH MY GOD this can't be happening
He looks at me confused
"I'm real Chae" he says softly
"Jungkook... I-I'm sorry but We can't be seen together" I take a step back my eyes getting blurry
"I needed to talk to you Rosie" 'Rosie' ... My chest aches hearing him call me 'Rosie' again
"Manage-" he cuts me off
"I asked her! She allowed me..." he faced me looking directly in my eyes

Neither of us let out a single word out of our mouths, it was definitely hard for us to just talk after that
"I... heard from Jennie noona" He brakes the silence
"Your CEO found out..." His voice cracks a bit
"I should have been more aware... I'm sorry" he was crying... droplets of tears fall from my eyes seeing him like this
"It's not your fault! Kook-ah stop blaming yourself!" I was sobbing loudly
"Forget about me and move on! I don't want to hurt you like this" I lean in closer to him giving him a hug, this can be our last hug...
"But you saying this hurts me more than anything Chae! Nothing can hurt me more!"
I kiss him his body softens, he kisses back he was kissing me like he was savoring every second ,  I move back holding onto his neck
"This might be our last kiss" Jungkook says looking into my eyes with full of pain.
"I still love you more than anybody kook! I don't want him to hurt you! Please us being apart is safe to for you..." I rub his soft cheeks with my thumb

" but I'm only happy And safe when you are with me"