Deeply in love with the new girl [ Hariana Fanfic ] on hold

Trusts & FaceTime.

{ a month later }

Its been exactly a month since I left London and moved to Boca. I miss the rest.

Especially Harry.

Its good to actually go away, i don't want another heartbreak.

I've always also been videochatting Gemma, which makes me less sad. But obviously i miss her tons.Sometimes Harry would appear and when that happens, i'll push the camera to the side,avoiding Harry.

I want him to forget me,not see me.

Speaking of which,my phone rang, informing me Gemma wants to videochat. I quickly sat up,adjusted myself a little bit before clicking the green button making her face appear on my screen.

"Hello!" She smiled.

I smiled back,followed along with a simple 'hello, how are you?'

"I'm great, just miss you tons," She pouted.

So the conversation just continued normally, you know girl talk.

-

"I'M HOMEEE! TELL OBAMA!!!!" A deep husky voice slurred.
Harry.

"Uh, hold on Ari," Gemma groaned.

I saw Harry holding a half drank bottle spelled vodka on it.

"How much did you drink?!" Gemma shouted after Harry started dancing weirdly and being-not Harry.

"TWo BOttlES! HEH JUST LIKE TWO BOOBIES HEHE"

Sick.

Gemma shook her head and lifted Harry's hand to put over her, giving support, before leading to his room.

"ARE YOU CHATTING WITH ARI?!I WANNA SEEEEE!!"
Shitshitshit

He pick up the phone and Gemma continously mentioned to him to put it down.

I could hang up, but I didn't.

"HELLO ARIANA GRANDEEEE,"

Can he like, stop screaming.

"YOU SEE ME, YOU DID THIS TO ME, I DONT BELIEVE IN LOVE OR WHAGEVER BLEH. DO YOU REMEMBER WHAT YOU TRUSTED ME?YOU KNOW YOU DIDNT HAVE TO BE SO SELFISH!"

Flashback :

"Harryyy,don't be a babyyy," I pouted and I threw a popcorn at him.

He was sulking at what I mentioned earlier.

We played 21 questions and he asked 'Who is the hottest man on earth?'"

I decided to tease him, i mentioned, 'Zac Efron aka sex god.'

"Anyone else?"

I shook my head.

So here we are,him sulking and me throwing popcorn at him to cheer him up.
He needs to make a new bowl for me.

"Okay fine,theres another.His name is Harry,"

He tried to hid his smile but a faint dimple could be seen.

"Harry what?" He said,turning to me.

"Harry Potter," he frowned. "Obviously Harry Styles!Now come here," I held my hand out. He chuckled and gave me a peck on the cheek.

End of flashback.

"I-I-" I didn't know what to react.

Harry looked sobber. He was starring right into me. Should i cry?Should I apologise? Should I scream?

I seriously didn't know what to react.

Before Harry could talk, I quickly click the 'hang up' button and burried my face in my pillow.

Maybe I am selfish.

HARRY :

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" Gemma hitted me.

I don't give a fuck,she deserves to know and notice what she did.

But I didn't meant to made that such effect on her.

Holding ahold of Gemma's hand, I shook my head.

"No,nothing is wrong with me.She deserves to know. I'm going to bed,this hangover is killing me," I pushed her away and made my way towards the room. She called me out multiple times but I chose to ignore it.

As angry as I am, I need to apologise. Maybe I'm just selfish. I'll call her tomorrow.

-*

ariana :

I woke up with puffy eyes and a red nose.

How even?

It was 3pm. I never wake up late.

This is really weird.

Getting up, I slipped on my slippers and made my way to the bathroom to do my daily routine.

-*

4:30pm.

Here I am, watching American Horror Story ( One way to clear my mind ) It always works but this time it just doesn't. My head was in another place.

I need to apologise.
To both Harry and Gemma.

I ran up my room to grab my phone,only to see Gemma requesting to FaceTime 20 minutes ago.

Thank god that shes not mad at me.

I immidately clicked Gemma's contact number to FaceTime but it wasn't her face showing up.

It was Harry's.

I wanted to click hang up, but he stopped me.

"No,no,no! Please don't click hang up! I just want to talk,please?"

I sighed and sat up,making a signal asking him to start talking.

"I-I-I'm sorry,"

Wait, did he just apologise?

"No,Harry. Its my fault. I shouldn't have left you and broke you. I-I'm so sorry. I just-" My eyes were watering. Why am I so emotional?

"Ariana, don't cry. Shit I-I'm so sorry, I didn't meant to make you-I meant I just didn't knew you were this emotional! Oh god I-"

Bipolar shit.

"Its okay Harry,I'm fine. Can we just get this over with?" I weakly smiled.

He nodded and got comfortable.

"Look, I know what we both did was awful.But,I realised that you actually changed me-for the better.I rarely smile and I treated Gemma like shit. When you came into my life, everything changed.I became nicer, the old me, which i'm grateful for. I forgotten how it feels like to have a sister, who smiles and teases you, instead of avoiding you.Thank you. What you did was not nice, but, standing out from the list you've done, It makes it look like I'm got carried away-which I did. Thats why I'm apologising,I'm sorry, from the bottom of my heart. I understand if you don't accept me, I was a jerk. I just needed it to get off my chest.Once again, I'm truly sorry and just a small reminder,  I will never ever, stop loving you. "

     I was shocked, yet touched. I couldn't believe he said that. Yes, I was still in tears. I smiled a little, trying to ignore that little piece of hatred.

     "I accept your apology Harry, and I will always never stop loving you,too."

     He smiled and I decided to continue.

       "Together forever, from the bottom of my heart," We said in unsion.

   ______

Hello my loved ones :) sorry I didn't update for ages, I didn't have any technology on hold. Here is a short update, I guess. OH AND THANK YOU FOR 10K reads!! Love you tons. Do follow my personal okay :) ( @/dcnx_ ) on insta. I'll be updating once more on Louis birthday/Christmas. Okay i'm done blabbing goodbye!!
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