My High School Sweetheart

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Harry's POV:

   I sat on my bed with my hands gripping my hair.

   I just cannot do this crap anymore. I don't want him to be scared. I really think I love him.

   I can't believe he said nothing about being neighbors untill just now. It's horrible to think that he now feels uncomfortable in his own home because of me.

   I want him to feel comfortable. I want him to feel so comfortable that one day he moves in.

   We can buy a house and live together. Maybe get married. Maybe adopt a child. Get a dog.

I throw my pillow at the wall as tears run down my face.

   I can't do this. Me and Chris need to talk. I'm out of this gang who cares about the consequences.

I love Zayn.

He's my Zayn.

I hope he feels the same way.

   I grab my clothes and find a weapon in case Chris gets violent.

   I try to be mature sometimes. This is one of those times.

   Also, I have leverage. He cheated. On his girl. With one of those trashy girls that sleep with anyone.

   Apparently she withdrew all "activities" because he was being mean, but I think he actually loves her. Which makes this really good leverage.

   I get my man he keeps his girl. Simple as that. I'm sure he'll see it that way.

   I was just an assistant anyway. I horrible one at that. I'm terrible at that stuff.

I wipe the dried up tears.

   After all of this I can go to Zayns house and explain myself. Hopefully he forgives me.

   All I can do is hope, because if I were him I'd hit me, slap me, put me six feet under.

But if he has it in his heart.

That's all I hope for.

A/N: I'm such a horrible author. Smh. I think I'm only gonna do a few more chapters to end it off, because in all honesty I don't really fully love this idea anymore. You can probably tell by the shorter then a baby chapters. I'm gonna finish though. DONT WORRY! I'll do the best I can. That's really all I can do at this point. I hope my writing is good though. I apologise for the short story. Few more for here though. I love you og's and the ones that have tried to binge and have waited for ages. I love all of you guys. Byeeee😘