Lost In Love

The weekend

It was now the weekend. I was laying in bed with Nico watching The Loud House. Not because he wanted to but because I did, its a good show🤷🏾‍♀️.I reached over and grabbed my Pringles and as soon as I popped the lid off he turned his head in my direction and started to reach for some. Fat, just fat. I sighed and gave him one, I can't never have nothing to myself around him. I got a text from Cat tellin me that she is just a few minutes away.

*Ding Dong* I heard the doorbell ring and knew it was Cat. I grabbed Nico and put him in his play thing on the floor so he wouldn't fall off the bed while I went downstairs. I ran downstairs and opened the door. "Hey" "Hey come in" I opened the door wider so she could come in. She walked in and before she got too far I stopped her. "Do you mind taking your shoes off" she looked at me and said "No problem" she placed her shoes neatly next to the other shoes. I took her hand and led her upstairs to my room. She walked in and gasped. I was confused and I looked at her and she looked at me. "That is such a cute baby can I hold him please" I smiled "sure". She picked Nico up and he started to giggle because he loves attention.

Cat sat on my bed and played with him for a while before he started getting tired. I saw him fighting his sleep and he tried really hard but it just didn't work out. "Umm should I just lay him here orrr?" "Here ill take him" I grabbed him and took him to his room and layed him down.

I walked back in my room and turned on Netflix. "So who is he to you?" She asked while taking the remote out of my hand and turning on One Day At A Time. "My son" I shrugged and she left it at that. We watched the show in silence and I could tell she was curious on how he was my son. "I'm intersex" I said after a while of silence. She looked at me "What?". "I'm intersex thats how Nico is my son. I got a girl pregnant when I was 15 and now here we are". She nodded her head and we went back to watching the show. A few moments passed and she spoke up. "What does that mean?" She had a puzzled looked on her face. "Does that mean you're like......Transgender?" I chuckled a little and paused the show. She turned in my direction and sat criss cross. "It means that when I was born, I was born with a male part. From the waist down I have a boy part, and the waist up I have boobs like a girl. I also consider myself a girl." She nodded "ooh, I get it now". I started getting hungry "Are you hungry?" I asked her. "Yea I haven't eaten in a while" "what do you want to eat we can order something if you want?". "How about wendys?" "Bet, I love wendys". I pulled out my phone and went to door dash. "What do you want?" I asked her. She thought for a while then said "I want a small chocolate frosty with a small fry and a bacon cheese burger please" I looked at her and smiled. I got a 4for4 with chili cheese fries and a jr.bacon cheese burger I also got a double stack. "Hold on ill be back". I went to my brothers room and banged on the door. "AYE Bitch" he opened the door and walked back to his chair "what". "Im ordering food from wendys you want something?" "Yea just get me 2 burgers and a large fry". I walked out and placed the order. I checked on Nico while I was walking back and saw he was awake. "Hi baby boy" I kissed his cheek and picked him up. "Your coming with me".

"Food should be here in 30, do you wanna finish the show?" I walked over to my bed and sat Nico down. I sat Nico on one side of the bed with pillows surrounding him and some toys. I layed down and watched him a little."Yea, can I lay with you?" "Yea". She crawled up beside me and layed her head on my chest and I wrapped my arm around her. "Whats up with you and your boyfriend?". She sighed and answered "we broke up Thursday". I have seen her all day everyday this pass week and she didn't even mention that to me. "Im sorry Cat" she wrapped her arms a little tighter around me "its fine, it was for the best all we did was argue. I'm happy now". I kissed her forehead and she looked up at me and smiled. We layed there for some time before I heard the door bell. I got up went downstairs and got the food and tipped the guy $20 because I was feeling generous. I stopped by my brother's room and gave him his food before I went to mine.

"Im backkkkkk" Cat giggled and sat up. "Here" I handed her the food, "thank you". I gave Nico a few fries but knew he needed more. I picked him up and went down stairs puttinh him in his high chair and fed him mushy baby food. A few minutes later Cat came down with our food. We ate and I threw everything away and cleaned Nico up. I looked at the time and saw it read 10:00. I didn't realize how late it was. "Hey its getting late" she looked at her phone and frowned "I didn't even realize what time it was". "Do you wanna spend the night since its Saturday?". "Yea, definitely" she smiled.

We walked back up stairs, She had Nico in her arms poking his fat belly. "Im going to give him a bath and then come back okay?". "Okay ill be here waiting". I went in the bathroom and ran some bath water. After about 10min we were finished. I lotioned him and put him in his pajamas and a diaper. I smelled him a few times because he smells like a clean baby and everyone loves the clean baby smell. I layed him on my bed and he played with Cat and her hair for a while before he got tired and fell asleep on her chest. I picked him up and took him to his crib.

"Sooo what do you wanna do" she thought for a while before answering. "Let's get to know each other better" she smiled. And that's what we did, we talked all night before we fell asleep cuddled with each other.