My Only One

Chapter 1.

It's Edited ❗

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Chanyeol's Pov :

My Life has been Normal since past few years.

Normal as in, waking up, going to school, meeting Jongdae my Bestfriend as we struggle writing down notes, study a bit sitting in the far corner of the library during free lectures, watching my secret crush secretly, going home, sleeping and the cycle continues.

Like any normal person, I have a crush who may or may not be the son of the most well-known Businessman in South Korea. He is really handsome, beautiful and charming, who stole my heart without him having any idea about it.

Well, his name is Byun Baekhyun, Imperial High School's Golden Boy. He is not only handsome but rich, smart, talented, and confident enough to approach everyone which was the odd factor in me.

We have been in the same class for 5 years but unfortunately, he has never noticed me that's what I think. It's not exactly his fault either because I'm someone who prefers to stay hidden on the back of the class and away from the students for few reasons. In those five years, I've been sad, angry, discouraged for not being strong enough to approach him.

He would smile at everyone but I wasn't that lucky to get one for myself. He would greet everyone but I was far from his reach. I didn't exist in his world. Those smiles which are never for me, those sweet greeting which I never had kinda made me self doubt myself, not because of his lack of attention towards the left out one but the reason is he never seemed to ever know my existence.

That's such a filmy intro but he is the main character of my life so yeah.

But as I said it isn't his fault as no one would take notice of someone always covering themselves with a hoodie over their head and large specs covering my eyes. I wasn't someone who let people under my space either.

Jongdae was an exception as we have been neighbours and friends since a long time. My best friend did try once or twice to get baekhyun's attention towards me, but it was still futile. My self-doubt was turning into confusion. Do I look like a Bad Guy? Yes I wasn't a social type but i am sure my looks are not bad either. Why does he never approach me? Maybe like everyone else he thinks I am weird.

We have never talked to each other. I don't want him to be one of those people who look at my outer appearance and judge me. Few people have looked away as soon as they see my plain hoodie and glasses.

I tried and even though I would love to be close to him, i am tired. Hoping someday I would also receive some of his attention but alas I have to make some more efforts. It wasn't helping that I was trying my best to hide and get by normally.

But, Hope can get killed. Mine Did. Almost.

After five years I finally decided to stop hoping and accept my fate. One sided love is always painful. It's one sided, as it's only me who was hurting. He doesn't even know my existence.