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-eighty three

"i've changed my mind" i said

"i'm sorry one second" he laughed, he had only just woken up and i was already speaking to him, he let out a yawn and looked back at me

"what's up?" he asked

"i really fucking like you and i don't think i ever won't" i started, a smile curving its way onto his face

"and one day i do want to be with you" i mumbled

"but like at the moment i know i do but i'm kind of scared" i said

"hey hayden we can take things slow" he said

"yeh i wanna take things slow" i nodded

"i'm fine with that" he smiled

"as long as i've got you i'm okay" he added, i rolled my eyes and quickly gave him a peck on the cheek

"bye" i said getting up out of the bed and walking down the stairs, i heard him laugh to himself and then my bedroom door shutting

"payton still here?" mom asked

"mhm" i nodded

"you two good?" she said

"yeh" i said, she gave me a nod and walked out to the hallway

"i'm going to work so i'll see you guys later" she added

"okay bye" i said

"bye" she smiled, she walked out of the house and payton walked into the living room

"howdy" i said

"let's go down stairs and watch timothée chalamet!" i screamed grabbing his hand and pulling him over to the basement

"sure" he mumbled, we walked down the stairs and i turned the tv on

"should we just make a bigger one?" he asked looking over at the fort

"sure" i shrugged, he walked over to the little fort and started taking it all down

"how come you told sophia that you like liked someone called lily then" i mumbled

"i didn't want to tell her i liked you, i mean sophia can be a very jealous person plus she would have told you" he shrugged

"yeh uh i could easily tell you were on about me" i nodded

"she told you what i said then" he laughed

"yeh the being bisexual thing like confirmed it, but at the same time i was telling myself that i had a big ego and why would you like me when there is definitely prettier girls out there who aren't filled with daddy problems and trust issues" i nodded

"that eventually stuck in my head and i got mad at you" i shrugged

"if it wasn't for your mom we wouldn't be in this situation, i probably would have let you push me away" he said

"and like after what phia said about me not knowing you" he mumbled

"hey no you know me better than all of the girls, you litreally know me, like you can read me like a book it's crazy" i said, a smile made its way on his face and he gently threw a pillow at me

"hey no need for that" i pouted

"i know" he smirked